The Heaven Land's
Chaptre 01. Regret and birth
"BOOM....." a powerful explosion is heard from a house that experienced a fire, not only was it accompanied by strong winds that made the fire even bigger and continued to engulf the house.
Then suddenly came the hysterical scream from an old woman "No!!! I want to help them both."
The woman appears to be in her 40s and is also the owner of the large burning house, he screamed loudly and tried to get into the burning house but was detained by several people.
"Don't force yourself!" said one of the women who tried to calm Ana down.
"Delelease!!!! my two children are still inside..let go of me!!!!!!" Ana furiously continued to try to let go of the people's hold.
While inside the burning house, there was a man running around with smoke filling the room, the man was none other than Shin one of Ana's children, who was a child, but he is currently trying to find his sister who is still trapped.
"Lin do you listen to me where you are.!, if you listen to me try to scream...!" Shin shouted loudly while inspecting each room.
A moment later a small, somewhat hoarse voice sounded from a room
"I'm here whoever help me!!!!"
Shin who heard that voice came to the origin of the voice and he shouted "Lin you inside!?are you okay!?"
"Uhuk! uhuk!, yes I'm inside brother" Lin said in a hoarse voice.
"Wait a minute I'll help you!!!" shin rushed to open the door and was surprised to see Lin lying limp.
"Hey...! you okay what Lin? sober up...!" shin shouted and tried to wake up the limp lin.
"Ohuk..uhuk! I'm okay, brother." Lin with his limp voice tried to get up.
"Stupid don't push yourself let me take you." Shin directly carried her without hesitation and ran to get out of the burning house.
Shin ran towards the exit but was surprised to find that the exit was already covered by fire and he said angrily "shit!!", as he was...!", he glanced at the window that was open but he was on the second floor, he frantically looked for ideas and immediately pulled a mattress from one of the rooms.
Then he put down the lin who almost lost consciousness, then he pulled the mattress and threw it out to make a foothold when he and his sister jumped from the second floor.
then he picked up lin and said "Lin you will I throw first!"
"But what about you, brother?" asked Lin in a limp voice, from inhaling too much smoke.
"It's okay I'll catch up." Shin replied with a faint smile on his face.
"Whusss" he threw Lin from the window, then he saw that lin landed safely on the mattress he felt relieved but when shin wanted to jump, BOOM......!! a large explosion occurred on the ground floor and he was thrown away shin was trying to get up.
"Uhuk...! Uhuk...! fuck...!" Shin immediately got angry and tried to get up but he immediately smelled a sharp smell of gas, then Shin immediately panicked and tried to get up.
"Huh...., in vain, is this the end? after all this time I wish I'd died soon.., huh at least I've done the right thing by keeping my sister safe." Shin said with a smile on his lips, but tears welled up in his eyes.
Amidst the growing fire, Shin only smiled with tears flowing as if he was trying to remember his past.
Shin is an anti-social child who only likes to read novels, comics, watch movies, play VR and laze, he said, it was all he did besides school and learning from the age of 14 until he was 23, shin can be said to be academically smart but he failed in his social life he is usually silent and often ignored because of his quiet attitude.
But the most painful thing for Shin was to make both his parents cry because of his actions, when Shin listened to the cries of his parents he often felt tightness in his chest and he always felt guilty for being a failed human being, Shin often tried to end his life because he could not stand his life.
But often he thinks if he kills himself then both parents will feel guilty, because it is he stopped continuing his suicide and continue his life.
Although Shin often smiled, he often cried every night before going to bed and continued to pray so that he could leave this world soon, it might sound like a stupid prayer but because of the regret and pain in his heart and his guilt he kept praying that he would die soon.
Many times he tried to get up but failed he was upset with his own life and often dibelakannya uttered "why should I try, why should I fight, I am tired! I I want to stop trying, I want to stop fighting, but why am I not allowed to stop why?!" although Shin was often sad he kept his own pain without telling anyone.
"My pain and ruined life will soon end at least my sister survived, maybe my death will make my mother and father better without the burden of life, she said, then with my sister who's so much better than me, they'd be better." Said Shin with a face trying to hold back tears.
Then the smell of gas is getting thicker and the fire is getting closer to the gas source, indicating that the gas source will soon explode.
"Well, it's close, dad and mom if you could just hear this I'm sorry for being a burden on your life and making you cry, I feel very sick when your life is chaotic because of me but I also thank you for supporting me, encouraging me, and comforting this useless me, and Lin I go first huh, thank you and goodbye." Shin said with a smile on his face as well as tears streaming down from his eyes.
"BOOM.........!!!!" a loud explosive sound rang out from outside and made the flames continue to grow.
"DON'TKKKKK!!!!!!!!" shin and Lin's mother screamed loudly with tears streaming down while her father who was trying to extinguish the flames knelt down as well as tears streaming down from his eyes and face showed an expression of regret.
"If there is indeed a life after death I hope in the next life I can make up for all my regrets in the present life" Shin said lightly.
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Then Shin immediately opened his eyes but he was immediately surprised when he raised his hand and saw that it was small and he felt that he had trouble moving "what happened to me? wait for me to be a baby? am I reborn? where'sisthis? what's going on?" Shin continued to ask in confusion, then he was surprised to hear a voice speak.
"Hey saw her open her eyes, funny thing.." a sweet-sounding and happy female voice immediately sounded.
"Truely when he grows up he will surely be as handsome as I am hahaha." the happy laughter of a man filled with passion also sounded.
"Surely so, but she has not been named, what do you think is a good name for our son." the beautiful woman said excitedly
"Hem...What about Hao chen? it seems good." replied the handsome man
"Hao chen yes.. hem seems good, okay from now on your name is hao chen, we your father and mother will make sure you live a healthy and safe life." With a sweet smile on her face the beautiful woman immediately held her child affectionately.