THE 365
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GEISH .. TOKKS

Twice the God knocked on the door but seemed to have no response from the inside direction, he thought maybe Jasmine indeed still refused to meet him . But when he held the doorknob it turned out to be unlocked from the inside .

Slowly he opened the door of the room, for a moment he stopped and closed his eyes in the doorway . In the breath of the aroma that he had longed for so much, the aroma that always made him crazy if he was nearby .

" dear ... "bluff .

God did not see his wife in the room, and after putting the suitcase he walked towards the balcony he thought Jasmine might be there .

Sure enough, he saw his wife standing on the balcony of his room . The gentle sweep of the wind in her hair made her halal woman look thousands of times prettier . And the sound of his heart pounding more and more hammered when he saw the silhouette of the curves behind his wife's satin shirt .

The god walked over and stood by his wife's side, he did not dare to embrace the body of the candle even though he was half dead he held his shade .

" Hi .... "

" Hi D ... "

The soft voice was able to stop his heartbeat, his two tightly clenched hands crimped the balcony guardrail holding him back from getting out of control and frightening his wife .

" Nearly five months baby, and you're getting pretty . You're so pretty "

" And you're getting ugly .. " said Jasmine cynical .

Instead of being offended, the answer from his wife instead made the Gods laugh . Nearly five months apart, the women remain the same .

" Did you miss me ?! "

" No ... "

" Have I ever been in your dreams !?

" No ... "

The god sighed deeply, like he was releasing a burden in his heart that he took too long to bear .

" What do you mean D !!? You're happy if I don't miss you !? Would you be happy if you were never in my dreams !!!? "

God ventured to grab one hand of his wife .

" Every hour .. every minute ..Even every second I feel the pain of thousands of knives piercing my heart when I miss you . It hurts so much dear .... Sometimes I don't want to go to sleep because every waking up I'll feel the pain of losing it again "

The god took off Jasmine's hand that had wanted to escape her grasp . He really did not want to force another will, it was enough he hurt his wife .

" It is enough of me to bear the pain of this longing .. I do not want you to also bear that pain ! it'll hurt more to me "

" But you hate me D. .. You yell at me .. You insult me !!! "

" I hate myself more . Don't forgive me for that because I will never forgive myself for hurting you so deeply either . But I love you .. I love you so much baby "

" You're a bitch D. As hard as I try to forget you, you always come in every dream I have . I always hoped that you would arrive at the door to pick me up ... "

" I'm here baby "

" Same .. I don't want to go home !! I have two fathers here, two mothers and two sisters who are very protective of me . I also have three very funny nephews . I'm happy here .. they love me . They never yell at me, accuse me or don't believe me "

God just smiled to hear it , he also felt happy in the middle of this family . It was only fitting that Jasmine was so at ease to be in this place . He's guilty of making his wife go away from him .

" The air is getting colder baby, we better get in . I'll sleep in the living room if you're uncomfortable I'm in this room "

Jasmine did not reply but she obeyed her husband's words to enter the room . She saw her husband walking towards the suitcase that was placed at the end of the bed . It seemed like the man was really going to do his intention to sleep in the guest room .

" Dear , I slept in the side room .. said the mother had an empty room next to this room . Tomorrow we'll talk again "

But before stepping his foot towards the door , his wife's soft hand restrained her arm .

" Don't go ... "