Tahajjud
Seeking Information of Return.

Tonight is the night of the takbir, where all the Muslims of the world celebrate victory, For for a month full of fasting, But not with my heart that does not feel like a hand, thinking of my mother who is still in the hospital..

Suddenly I was surprised by a call from Ratna, without waiting for her to say, I immediately asked my mother.

L'm..

📞 Ratna, how is my mother doing??

Ratna

📞 Alhamdulillah is conscious, and has been in hospital.

I'm.

📞 What did the doctor say about my mother's pain??

Ratna.

📞 Doctor says for being too tired and a lot of thoughts..

I'm.

📞Ya'Allah mama, Alfi has told mama not to be too tired and cape, why mama is still tired, I'm sorry ma, Because Alfi mama so thought..

After hearing from Ratna about my mother, my heart was already a little relieved and I turned off my phone that connected me to Ratna.

Immediately I took Wudhu and I offered my prayer prayer to perform my thanksgiving to Allah, because of his help my Do'a was listened to and granted Him..

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Allahuakbaar Allah huakbaar Allah huakbaar, Laaillahhaillah huwallahhuakbar Allahuakbar waalillahhiil hamd..

Takbir and tahmil, have been heard in all directions, I who have been like Bang Toyib began to shed tears, because Lebaran this time without any more mama..

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" Who wants to pray in the mosque, asked Kak Nur.

" Kak Nur wants to pray at the mosque of tanyaku,

" Yes, are you coming??

" Yes brother..

" yes, we pray in a mosque near here..

I who was ready anyone immediately followed brother Nur who was in front in the following Mba Mila, Bu biayak, Safira and others..

And do not wait for prayer ied was done and now it's time to read the sermon, the theme of the sermon this time is heaven is on the soles of the feet of the mother..

Sentence by sentence spoken by the speaker, always made myself as a child touched his heart and I dropped the grains of dew from my eyelids remembering my mother's struggle to raise myself until I finally live to this day..

* Yes'God forgive my sins and the sins of my parents, forgive your son who until today has not been able to gather with you, but I promise, I will go home soon to be able to meet you, yes' Allah should always have my mother, and put my father by your side.*

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Now we have returned home and we also apologize and forgive each other, but not with Safirah, after returning home, he also immediately rushed to say goodbye to Kak Nur for his friend's house, he said, and sister Nur also allowed it..

With Gontai's step past me he didn't give me the slightest face, I saw the scene even pretended not to care..

" It amazes me to be with Sapphira, the feast of joy.

" huuust Mba Mila can't do that, justin, he's like that which is important he's fine out there.

" But a long time" I snuck with him, seemed to not care about all of us, even though he lived with us, said Mba Mila again.

" Let's be good, we're good today..

Mba mila who heard me say so finally fell silent, because she knew that I did not like the talk that had no benefit at all..

Then I left Mba mila and the others who were cool to enjoy the cake and I met Kak Nur who was again in his room..

" Sister, do I want something??

" what the hell would you ask, then,??

" I want to go home, but I don't know how.

" ooh it's easy, as long as you don't have a problem with your employer.

because if you have problems with your employer first you will find it difficult to go home.

But, do you really want to go home?? Ask brother Nur.

" Yes, sister, I want to take care of my mother sister.

" when is your return plan?? Let me later find the information from the person who takes care of the return of a kaburan..

" Inshaa Allah 1,2 3, another month brother, want to find money for provisions on the road first, I said.

" ooh, yes, I'll tell you later if there's an info..