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"Mommy..."
The princess' hoarse voice managed to resuscitate Ana from her daydream. In a hurry Ana got rid of the traces of sobs that now managed to wet her beautiful face.
It was as if the little girl was closing in on him. His face was puffy, his eyeballs even seemed reddened by tears that never subsided.
"Mommyh." sobs Maurin, slowly the tears come back.
"Darling... Why does mommy's beautiful daughter cry, heummm... " His fingers moved gently rubbed the princess's face, throwing away the tears that were now back unending.
Maurin shook his head weakly, the tears falling more and more as he looked at the twin who was still lying weakly in his bedroom bed.
"Why end myh banun-banun, Apin endak nothing right? She'll heal myh..." Little Maurin's mouth was full of whims.
"It's okay baby, Mallfin is just tired. Maurin need not worry, Mallfin will be cured... ."
Yep. His son must be healed. Its alright. His son just needs a little rest.
Ana tried to convince her heart.
Everything's gonna be fine.
"Mommy sorryin Mollin... Mollin. Kallna Mollin nakall, Apin's a pishang... ."
The little girl was endlessly crying in the arms of the mommy. The guilt is so high. This is all his fault. All happened because he was not the least bit willing to listen to the words of Mallfin.
"No dear, Maurin is not wrong... Mallfin was just tired, so had to take a nap, heummm... ."
"God myh... Mollin. Pishang kallna Mollin... Kallna Mollin forced Apin calli daddy."
"Kata Lio, daddy endak shayang shama Mollin, endak want to see Mollin, endak want mollin's slugs. Mollin endak shuka Lio bicalla shepeulti's. Mollin sheball shama Lio's. Mollin wants calli daddy biall daddy mallahin Lio son nakall. Hicks... ."
Those words successfully made Ana again feel tremendous pain. Although many years have passed, but in fact Ana is still unable to forget the bad memories that now managed to incise gaping wounds.
Ana is just an ordinary human being who has pain as well as being hurt. He is still trying to make peace with the situation.
"Darling-" Her voice choked. Ana was completely unable to utter a word. The tears had even broken out.
"Say mommy daddy peullgi kellja, but kennapa daddy na Mollin endak pullang-pullang?"
"Mollin endak want daddy keulja myh, Mollin want daddy at home aja shama Mollin, Apin, shama mommy. Mollin endak want in ridicule Lio endak puna daddy ladi. Mollin endak want, hiks..."
The tears were getting worse and wetting that face. Maurin really misses the figure of the daddy that he never even saw.
Makes Ana even more heartless, in the clutches of the tiny body in her warm embrace.
"Darling... Daddy-Daddy can't go home now" Ana said desperately.
"Why? Daddy endang shayang Mollin?"
"Who said daddy doesn't love Maurin. Daddy is a pity on Maurin. But--daddy can't go home yet. Daddy has to finish the job first, honey."
"Mollin endak shuka daddy bekellja." Maurin's bow is full of sorrow.
Can't that daddy just leave his job and hang out with him in this house?
"Mollin endak any endak kallau puna toy, Mollin mau na daddy shini aja." said Maurin said his biggest desire.
Ana breathed deeply. This is what he had been afraid of all this time. When the princess again questioned the existence of the daddy and wanted his existence by his side.
"Daddy will be home when daddy finishes his job, honey. But Maurin has to be patient. Said daddy, This beautiful Maurin should be a good daddy's daughter. Maurin doain daddy let daddy's work be finished soon and can quickly meet with Maurin... ."
"Yes myh... Mollin promises endearous naughty ladi... Mollin will end up nanit-nanit ladi... Later Mollin belldoa biall daddy can teupat pullang lumah tellush pelluk Mollin long time... ."
Amidst the bitterness, Ana raised her little smile. So big the princess expects the daddy to come grab her.
The tiny body in his warm embrace.
He knows this is wrong. He knows this is not the right way. But what could it be? Should he say if his daddy has died?
Then where is the dwelling place? Should he show his children a fake tomb?
No. gabe. Ana can't.
Then what should Ana say?
Should he say if they were the result of last night's relationship? A child who is present outside the religious provisions? Or even an illegitimate child like the one on the outside?
Really, it would hurt his children even more.
It's not their fault they're craving a father's love. It's not their fault they ask where the father is who he never even met. It's not their fault they whine asking to meet the father.
Not their fault at all.
This is all his fault.
All this happened because of his mistake. Mistakes that he accidentally made until finally they were present without intention.
This is all his fault.
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