Second Life

Second Life
53. Spinning Wheel


Neta's various acts range from feigning stomach ache, headaches, to her almost falling in bed. And Viola couldn't stand Neta's crazy idea anymore, and he finally agreed to Neta's request. Under one condition Neta had to take her medication regularly, Neta had no choice but to agree to that condition.


“Why don't you want to take that medicine with Neta routine?” Help Neta sit in her wheelchair. “So bitter Viola, it doesn't feel good Banget... Huekkk, if the shadow feels like vomiting me,” replied Neta who was already sitting in a wheelchair. Viola pushed the wheelchair out of Neta's room, now it's going to be late afternoon and hour where almost all patients walk.


Geck... Geck... Geck...


Meta just sat looking out the window, he was alone no one accompanied him, Viola opened the door when there was no answer from Meta.


“Why are you here?”


Viola said how he knew it was them, but he did not look at all. “Meta,” ascetic surprised him that Berliana is not Meta. “Not to be surprised like that.” His voice looked at the faces of Neta and viola with a surprised expression. “Come out, I want to be alone.” Dispelling her in a cold voice, viola wanted to pull Neta's wheelchair back and wanted to spin, but Neta held it down and looked up her head looking at Viola. Begging to stay here.


“Are you okay Berliana Malia Yuan?” Ask Neta who doesn't know how she can say someone's name confidently that it's her name, as if she's used to it. Berliana looked at Neta with tears streaming down her cheeks, she was so missed by that name that no one knew the real name of Berliana before the name Meta existed.


“Are you okay Berliana Malia Yuan?” ask Neta again by pushing her wheelchair closer. “How do you know Neta? I mean you remember my name?” He asked, his gaze began to palanquin he did not expect that anyone remembered his name and that person was the person he had once harmed.


“Do you think I forgot it was Lian, you were my childhood friend, when I accidentally broke a doll you loved, and at that time your attitude changed Lian.” Lian was Berliana's calling as a child, only the closest people could call that name.


Lian cried she wanted to be like before, she wanted to rule the body she should have, but for the sake of the happiness of those around her she was willing to disappear from the face of this earth. “Do you know net? No one wants my presence, as if I were a curse to my own family, you see for yourself no, not even my feet in handcuffs so as not to get out of here.” Said Lian staring at Neta, Neta could feel the pain Lian felt.


How longing he would love his parents, but his presence was never considered to even act if it was not his son. Lian smiled wryly. “I want to live a normal life like you, I want to feel the love of my parents as small as sand I do not care Neta. They have a love for me, but what? They even ignored me, and thought I was a parasite that lodged in this body.” Neta hugged Lian's body and patted Lian on the back.


“I just want the affection they used to give Neta, is it wrong.. hiks..?” he asked with his sobs, bitter in his tears, how in the age of Lian who used to be until now he felt the bitterness of life. No change can make good memories for him.


“Lian why can't you merge with meta only?” Lian shook her head, once she tried hard to unite with Meta but did not succeed. “Maybe I wasn't meant for Neta.”


“Only a small hope for him could meet his parents, and when that hope was achieved there was only the suffering he got, Lian. Maybe this is the best for you, this world is not as beautiful as the rainbow colors you see when the hot rain is finished. There is only pain and black and white color like copy paper.”


Neta gave the hug that Lian currently needed. “Stop crying, these tears will dry later.” Sipping away the tears that were on Lian's cheek. “Quiet tears a lot of river.” Lian jokingly.


“No I thought you could joke.”


“Yes, I am evil so can you stay away from this villain?”


“Hiks... You evil Lian, why? Why can't you tell us, do you know how confused I was when I saw your drastic change.?”


Viola looked at Lian's face with a longing look. Either his hatred is covered with love and also a deep longing. “Don't I ever say, stop crying you're really so ugly.” Wandering the head of the Viola.


“Biarin, I'm ugly in front of you guys not in front of everyone.” Ketus viola, Neta who saw viola joking with Lian felt relieved finally viola could open her heart to forgive Lian.


Rika knocked on Ian's room door, from the beginning she came and went into Neta's room there was no one in the room. Makes Rika worried about Neta why-why. “Mamah.” Neta muttered her head down afraid to make Rika angry and lectured at length later.


Rika walked in and rubbed Lian's head in great anxiety. “Tante, mom..” Lian had not yet spoken Rika had already restrained Lian's lips with her index finger. “Mama is not Auntie, okay?!” Lian nodded with tears. He did not expect that he could be accepted happily by Rika even he was considered a child by her.


Suddenly the smile disappeared and looked at Neta, Lian's eyes wide open looking at Neta's expression just a gentle smile. “Hiks... Why are you all so kind, I want to be selfish, hiks.” said Lian rubbed her tears with the back of her hand.


“Cannot,”


Suddenly Sintia comes with a dislike gaze towards Lian, Rika furrowed her brows she does not understand why Sintia could be that cruel towards her own child. Lian smiled wryly. “Even in the last seconds, you still consider me a parasite.”


“You are not a parasite, but rather a pesky bearer monster in this family.”


Like being struck by lightning in broad daylight, not a parasite other than a monster for Sintia. “Hemmm, monster boy then what is monster mother too?” Lian gripped the bedsheet very strongly, she tried to hold back the anger so as not to harm anyone right now.


“You are nothing Sintia, however she is your child Also!!”


Rika hugged Lian's trembling body holding back her anger now, Lian was surprised Rika protected her even closed Lian's ears so as not to be able to listen to what Sintia said. “Tante does Aunty realize what Aunty said could hurt her?” neta asked holding Lian's hand as if it meant that you were not alone Lian, now there are us who love you sincerely.


“Exit Lian!!” shouted Sintia who had started to run out of patience huh. “Where to go?” ask Lian pretending to be stupid.


Sorry for the delay up 🙏 please read also my other novel "I LOVE YOU BOS" about this novel should be 18+ well because it contains adult content bit 🤗 thanks.