Rainbow Blanketed Clouds
Can't I Be Disappointed?

The rainbow was sitting limp in the front seat of the dressing table. Cloud's confession a few seconds ago forced his eyeballs to water. Like being squeezed by a large chunk of stone, his chest felt filled with tightness. The supposed surprise is for her, in fact it belongs to her husband's past love. 

Disappointment, sadness and shame mixed into one.

Realizing the wife's reaction, Cloud immediately crouched down before her. No longer pay attention to expensive jewelry that is now lying just on the floor. His hands cupped on both sides of his wife's face. 

“I'm sorry, Hunny!” he said full of regret. 

Like a sharp object incision, Clouds also felt pain when the clear crystal melted on the cheek of the Rainbow, which then rubbed Clouds with his thumb. 

The rainbow was at a loss for words. His eyes were empty and his hands were trembling.  So the Clouds immediately clasped his wife's hand and kissed her as a form of guilt.

“I'm really sorry. You know, it's the first time we've been in this room again. Last time we left home, our relationship is not like it is now.” 

"I know. lirih Rainbow held back tears. "Can I ask you something?"

“Bby.” 

“What does that thing still mean to you?” 

The scarred look from Rainbow's eyeballs made the Clouds seem to sink into a sea of guilt. Indirectly he has hurt the Rainbow with the presence of memories of women from his past. 

“Same means nothing more to me!” the answer is full of confidence. 

The swift movements of the Clouds suddenly embracing him with a hint of coercion, made the Rainbow have no time to dodge. Even when he wanted to free his body, the Clouds did not give him the slightest gap. The shackles of his powerful and possessive hands rendered the Rainbow helpless. 

“Don't be angry, Hunny! Please,” whispered without taking off a hug. It's getting tighter and tighter. 

“Can get away first? I'm having a hard time breathing.” 

Realized, Cloud immediately stretched his embrace, but of course would not take off just like that before getting sorry.

“Promise don't get angry. Otherwise, I hug until morning.” A threat that makes Rainbow's heart suddenly warm. 

“I'm not angry, Hubby.” 

“Can I not be sad and disappointed?” 

Hearing that answer, the Clouds slowly began to release his circular hand on the body of the Rainbow. With the guilt mounting, he ventured to look at his wife. 

“I just feel embarrassed. I thought it was a surprise for me because there was my initials.” 

The clouds suddenly awakened.

Astaghfirullah, Priska Frastika, Rainbow Faranisa ... Why should their initials be the same? murmured the Cloud inwardly after being aware of the coincidence. 

“Sorry me.” I don't know how many times that sentence has been said.

"May I ask you one more thing?"

The clouds nodded quickly.

"Why don't you just lie? You can say that jewelry is for me."

"If today I lie for a big mistake, in the future I can lie to cover up other mistakes."

The rainbow took a deep breath to neutralize his feelings. Although the pain felt real, he was fully aware, that at least Cloud did not lie to him, despite the risk that he would be angry.

The rainbow published a smile, although his eyeballs were still glazed over. “It's okay, Hubby. I was just shocked and shocked.”

“You can punish me for anything. I will accept,” said Awan memelas.

“It's okay. At least you're trying to be honest. You could have lied and said it was for me. But what am I gonna get? I'll be happy on top of the lie.” 

Instead of being relieved, Rainbow's speech even made the Cloud's guilt even greater.

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