Oh, Love?
Appreciate every decision

His delusion was so far off that it didn't match his estimate. Viola's shock was both painful and devastating, which was only disguised by his disbelief in the things he had just heard. He looked at Jane, still, unable to ask questions.

Jane wiped her eyes. Although the look of his face had changed with the roar of tears. Jane can strangely look fine steadily and is not at all hit by the desire to scream hysterically or fall unconscious.

"you must have been surprised" Jane continued "because you would never have expected it, because I did too" Jane bit her lips firmly.

For a moment, Viola was silent. He tried to digest what he had just heard, to the point of being speechless, but he finally forced himself to speak carefully. He spoke with a calmness that covered the nobility and anxiety "I'm sorry about what you're going through. I really didn't expect it, something we never imagined. Unexpected misadventure"

"And you still chose to marry her because you were pregnant?"

"Yes"

Even though Viola was already feeling shocked, he was still even more shocked.

"Jane I don't want to interfere actually. But how much your strength is able to withstand this, even you remain desperate to marry him who is the perpetrator on the grounds that you are pregnant. Are you really sane?!"

"I guess" replied Jane, whose spirit was getting dashed along with her emotions that continued to soar.

Viola seemed clueless with Jane's mindset. How could he still choose to be locked up in this stifling prison while maintaining his wounds "I know you're worried about your son's status. But if that guy's not a good guy, it's gonna make you worse off later. You're sure to meet a nice guy who will accept you and your son sincerely, not having to be with the perpetrator even more so you don't love him, how about him does he love you?"

Jane touched Viola's hand, she didn't know about her own feelings. He never even tried to date or try to love a man for a long time in his heart, he who never stuck someone's name firmly there. He only once admired someone then quickly the admiration turned to the new man he met the other day. Then about Ed's heart that he didn't know, did Jane ever feel anxious? he was quite restless when he thought about it. But here she doesn't expect love from her husband but status and rights for her son later "You know she treats me pretty well. I hated it so much at first. However, when I saw him trying to do better not for me but for his son, I was quite touched. My in-laws also appreciate my decision, if he thinks I'm too selfish they're carefully fixing me"

Even if Jane said that, the treatment of Jane's husband was not very guarantee, but Viola was relieved to hear the slightest praise of the man. Viola knew enough that Jane was a hard person to trust.

"I can only support you. But if you need me, don't hesitate to come. I hope that man won't treat you harshly regardless of what happens to you" Viola truly hoped.

"But those of you who have not met for a long time, then married because of the painful incident. Are you sure he doesn't have, someone he loves. I don't mean to make you sad, it's just that you also need to know so as not to hurt you in the future" Viola still wants to make sure, because he also fretted with his best friend's life.

Jane smiled "Come on. Considering what the future might look like is strange. My first priority is to fulfill the love for my son, and my life is dedicated only to my son. There is no reason for me to be sad in the future if the future is not in line with expectations. Because after marriage I have agreed to the consequences of my decision. That was already reason enough not to regret it"

Viola looked at her friend sadly "sorry" she said, "and rest assured that I didn't mean to offend you when expressing my feelings by opposing your decision. Rest assured that I worry about you more than I say. And rest assured that I truly wish for your happiness. However, you must not despair when the world does not support you. There are times when life is at a low point, looks fuzzy, and stifling. If your husband doesn't love you yet I hope soon, even if I don't hope he appreciates you more than he values himself"

Viola then hugged his poor best friend with a sigh of agitation. Jane looked more determined and began to show his adult attitude. He does not act like a child by constantly worrying about the future. Now, for him self-control is very necessary, and he really resisted the pressure of his feelings that want to muck barely able to accept reality.

Then Viola even tried not to be shaken to know this unexpected event, his eyes filled with tears because Viola was the one who felt. After she calmed down enough, Viola slightly looked down fixedly at Jane's stomach.

"Well I'll be a aunt" he exclaimed. Viola also intended to divert this miserable atmosphere into a warmer one.

His hands began to rub Jane's belly, he put his ears on the belly of his best friend who was still flat "You wish a daughter or a boy?!"

"Whatever is most important, he is healthy" he replied. Jane really doesn't care about gender, she just wants her child to be born healthy in the world.

"Mm, let me guess she's a girl" Viola was still busy looking at Jane's womb.

"All right, whatever it is"

"Hey, Jane if it's true the woman gave him the name Ciara" he asked.

"i'll consider"

"it has a bright name" Viola forced a joking tone.

"How many months are you pregnant?" tanyanya.

Jane smiled as she stroked her stomach "to 3 months"

"uh! it's still a while, but I can't wait. He'll definitely look like you petite version. Oh, I can't imagine a tiny version of Jane" Viola was more excited to second-guess.

Jane smiled with relief after telling me everything. Instead of telling his best friend he was busy thinking about his disturbing emotions and fears at that time, even though there was his best friend who always heard his story and even with solutions. There was no judgment for her, Viola accepted it sincerely, did not blame her, or expected her to lie.

And their day was spent mingling with each other, occasionally throwing jokes, even though they were all messed up thinking about something else. They are both good at hiding sad thoughts, even though they are friends, in fact they do not fully understand each other's heart situation. Despite the fact that their friendship is very close, it exceeds the bond of brothers.