Mystery Hotel 27
Miscarrying

I peeked behind the gap thank God who came turned out that Madam Tati who brought warm milk to my womb.

I gulped it down to the toilet and then the youth came back down.

When I went into the room, the drowsiness asked my eyes to be closed immediately. So I chose to sleep next to Mas Bagas.

When I woke up it was already noon. Mas Bagas woke me up for lunch.

Mas Bagas brought rice, sour vegetables, and grilled squid.

The eyes that had been very anxious to sleep now became very fresh and hurriedly rose to wash their faces.

Me and Mas Bagas then had lunch together. We're enjoying.

It felt really full and made me sleepy again but I just remembered I haven't had a bath. It is easy to be sleepy.

"Before taking a bath drink milk first baby. "

Bagas offers milk that is still warm. He said he made it specifically for me.

"Thank you, Mommy. "

I sipped the milk made by Mas Bagas solemnly.

Then I took a shower immediately. I just took one step into the bathroom. My stomach feels rough.

Fresh blood started flowing down my thighs. I was very panicked and called Mas Bagas.

My consciousness disappeared little by little then I had no idea what was next.

My stomach ached when I woke up and I was in the hospital.

The shocks of the Nestapa waves hit my heart.

I lost the baby I was carrying.

In short I miscarried. Doctor Cahya who handled me said if the effects of fatigue and malnutrition during pregnancy.

Sure enough because during Hamil I was very tired plus eating meat continues.

I also continue to drink soda which is not good for pregnant women.

Tears flowed slowly on both of my cheeks. Mas Bagas who had just come comforted me by continuing to hug my body slowly.

Madam Tati also came to my side she sympathizes for what has happened to me.

I just wanted to be alone so they all came out of the room and let me sow salt into my own wounds.

In my mind I even have the best name for my baby later.

God saw me not ready to be a mother so took my son as an angel in His heaven. The angel who hopefully will help me cross the bridge siratul mustaqim.

I was hospitalized for three days. When my womb was clean I was allowed to go home.

Before returning, Doctor Cahya slipped a piece of paper into my pocket. Smiling with a signal.

Grandpa Ruwo was already at the hotel waiting for our return.

Given my current unstable condition. Mas Bagas permission to take me to the room first and he will meet Grandpa Ruwo.

Even though I said I was fine. But Mas Bagas insisted on not letting me have much of my thoughts.

Mr. Bisma calmed me down because he said Jasmine had been locked up by Grandpa Ruwo. Even though I haven't finished reading her dairy book yet but to me Jasmine is terrifying. Behind her beautiful face held a rottenness to the bottom of her heart.

In my room I laid my body down comfortably after changing clothes.

I then remembered the paper given by Doctor Cahya.

"You must be careful Barrel"

"Your miscarriage was caused because you were taking a miscarriage"

My tears fell down my cheeks. The wound I had re-expressed with the impact he doubled the pain.

After drinking the milk given by Mbak Tati I was fine. Even I can sleep well when I wake up my body is also more comfortable.

When drinking milk given by Mas Bagas I immediately felt a great contraction that made me miscarry.

I'm trying to find all of Mas Bagas' stuff.

My eyes are perfectly round. I got the pharmacy note that was inside the small bag that Mas Bagas used to carry everywhere.

There is a label of one drug when I search the internet the function of the drug is to abort the content.

How can a father kill his own flesh and blood.

My anger and emotions are running high. Just then did Mas Bagas come with his trademark smile.

I explained all my discoveries. But Mas Bagas did not respond to anything.

It feels like I really want to strangle Mas Bagas right now.

Mas Bagas' silence answered everything.

It turns out that she killed the baby in my womb.

Mas Bagas regretfully knelt before me. He's not ready to be a father.

She had a trauma about pregnancy and a child. He cried like a child full of regrets.

Mas Bagas tells the story of his mother who died after giving birth to him and his father who also died. That's why she was so afraid she couldn't look after me and our baby-to-be.

Despite being so emotional I could not ignore Mas Bagas tears that were so pitiful.

Immediately I hugged her body and let her grieve despite the pain in my arms.

I didn't know my husband very well. All this time I just want to be listened to without ever asking a lot of questions about how Mas Bagas feels.

It turned out that the day I was said to be pregnant by Doctor Cahya, her happy tears were just an alibi pausing her trauma for a while.

I can't blame Mas Bagas completely because the trauma is real and scary.

"Dela Novelina"

The name I had thought of for my baby was gone. But I can't go on without Mas Bagas either.

We forgive each other and will take better care of each other. I chose to accept Mas Bagas despite having already made half my life just disappear.

The relationship between two people who love each other is complicated to explain with simple word notation.

In the evening, the sound of the crowd below began to sound and the bright light of the magnificent luxury hotel.

Ruwo's grandfather has not been able to carry out Jasmine's expulsion since he is still waiting for help.

Mas Bagas told his doubts about the village and the people who were here.

Mas Bagas is also very suspicious of Mbak Tati and Mr. Bhishma who are very clearly hiding something.

Mas Bagas was also suspicious of Grandpa Ruwo although he did not mention the reason.

I can only argue that I also suspect all of them including Mas Bagas.

When Mas Bagas was already sound asleep. I went back to thinking about the trauma that Mas Bagas said.

Mas Bagas used to say that he grew up in this village and is a native here. But Mas Bagas knew nothing about this village.

Though according to Grandpa Ruwo this village has never changed much just increased tall buildings only.

No one knew and became a relative of Mas Bagas. I don't know why I'm so suspicious of my own husband.

He was so willing to make his own wife miscarry. He must have had cold blood and a heart frozen to the lives of others.

Need a more detailed investigation to the people inside this hotel.