
"Arghh Shit..," cried Kania in annoyance.
Kania immediately got out of bed and ran towards the bathroom. He flushed his body quickly and then dried his hair, plucking clean pants and T-shirts carelessly, pulled his flagship bag and flushed to the side of the house.
Kania runs out of ways she has to leave ruamah as soon as possible before Prabu comes to pick her up. Without heating the car he immediately threw his bag into the car and stepped on the gas padel and the car retreated roaring, turning extreme and speeding.
Far behind the car was Mama Sera who was holding a water hose to wet the yard screaming, "Kaniaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!,".
Kania who at a glance heard that just smiled mischievously. This time, the direction of Kania's car to the house of Vivian his best friend the antique store owner because the location of his house is not quite good enough from the house of Kania.
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A few minutes passed, Kania arrived at Vivian's shop courtyard. He then parked his car and entered the store. Kania entered and explored every hallway in the room in search of Vivian.
The cashier told Vivian that she was unloading new items in the storeroom behind the store which was located slightly down, a kind of basement, a narrow warehouse that only occupied a few collections of antiques.
"Hi Nia, what a tumben. Anyway said you're still on leave? got a bonus from the boss?,".
"Yes, hmm.." timpal Kania lazily.
"Vi, there's an important thing I want to say to you,".
Vivian who heard that stopped her activity and turned to approach Kania who was standing by leaning her body at the door.
"What's? I think it's serious,".
"Kita had to find out about Prabu, because he was strange," Kania timpal then told all his chronology as he prepared romantic dishes for Prabu and Ulfa and dinner, too, not to forget the behavior and speech of Prabu, added Ulfa text message to Kania told to Vivian.
"Infant, it doesn't make sense, does it?,".
"Hm, Prabu isn't weird Nia, which is weird. From now on I'm just horrified you're busy looking for Prabu's mistakes,".
Kania heard Vivian speech just fell silent. She forgets that Vivian did not support her efforts to end her engagement to Prabu.
"But you want to help me find out....".
"Shhhh," cut Vivian. "Ngapain nyari know, you if you want to know something mending ask her parents, why torture themselves,".
Kania then grabs Hp in her pocket and shows him the text message Ulfa sent to her.
"So, what? that's not Ulfa's word Prabu,".
"I finished Vi, I went down,". Kania said, gradually sitting down in front of Vivian.
"Kania, love is painful because love is full of suspicion, jealousy and anger. But, the person said it was just the spice in the relationship. I'm sure Prabu has awareness and responsibility with your relationship, he treats you as his fiancee, that's enough Kania, don't expect too much".
Kania heard that it was re-improving her position and stood before Vivian, "But her heart is not for me Vi,".
"really? are you sick of knowing that?"
"You're sick because you love her, Nia,".
"No Vi,".
"You love ama Prabu, even love Nia. If you don't like Prabu so much, you don't feel Prabu's heart just for you. The heart that you used to tell me Nia. Ye know? The heart is the center of human feeling. The heart is an important ornament in a relationship because the heart produces happiness and suffering".
Kania remained silent. Vivian approached Kania and patted her on the shoulder, "You love Prabu, even you love her Nia,".
There's no answer.
"You avoid it because you're afraid of your own heart,".
Kania stepped up to leave the room without a sound.
"And you feel unable to do anything to make Prabu fall in love with you, you lost before the war, you....".
"Stop!, "gee!,".
Kania turned to look at Vivian.
"Okay, I've been in love with her since I first saw her at my house during our meeting with a bored half-dead face, satisfied?!,".
"Yup, that's what I want to hear" Vivian timpal explained to Kania that she was grateful that at least Kania could feel a little relieved to have been honest with her own feelings.
"Stop, Vi. So, you want to help me get rid of this feeling right?,".
Hearing Kania's question, Vivian's lips pursed. He explained that if that happened, they would have to plan everything from zero. Vivian hopes that if Kania steps forward unyielding on the appeal back at the beginning with zero point back, the journey is much more difficult. Vivin refuses Kania's offer to help her.
"I don't have time Vi,".
"You have plenty of time, you can spend your whole life conquering the one you love, anyways if you're your husband, I'm sure he'll wake up and be responsible for you Nia, trust me, trust me,".
"Geez, your speaking style is like a married couple's advertising star, I'm gone."
After saying that, Kania left Vivian's place with a raging mind. And that confession...
It makes him very relieved. He loved Prabu so much that he could not be around him for long. It felt really painful but couldn't reach him at all. He still needs time to think.
Kania slid down the road with a raging mind, he turned towards the edge of the lake to look for shade. his car crossed the crowds that occurred around the lake, many activities that Kania enjoyed, many activities that Kania enjoyed, some of them were seen on family picnics, children playing with lovers who were joking.
Kania finally noticed the road that had not been marked by the parking ban, he stopped his car and opened the car glass and pushed the steering chair back, then stood still and released the tightness that squeezed.
Tears that have been stored neatly waiting for the right time to melt like being given an order to get out without a dam. For a while Kania was unable to look ahead clearly. His eyes blurred with a sobbing. His shoulders moved up and down quickly. He simply shut his mouth not to attract the attention of the pedestrians passing around Kania's car.
"How many years have I not cried?" said Kania.
He felt slowly how the process of heating his eyes. The warm water bubbles traced his cheeks to his neck and then how much relief that hit his heart like a warm embrace of his parents. Before her mother's death.