My Possessive Husband's
chapter 32's

TaeRa’s Room

20.00 KST

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Taehyun sat on his comfortable bed. His back he rested on the headboard of his bed, his eyes closed. Calm and cold, isn't that the battle. But there's something different here. This time, the man who always acted as he pleased was visibly worried. His forehead was wrinkled, a sign that his mind was very complicated. Many times he was even seen massaging his pili.

Taehyun opened both of his eyes as he felt a touch on his waist. The body was lying beside her, looking at her with one hand now coiled around her husband's waist. Nara's condition seems to be improving a little. His face was not as pale as before. Even the pink pajama wrapped in his body makes Nara look fresher.

“Taehyun-ah.” call him spoiled. Her hands were getting tighter hugging her husband's waist. Even now he had his head rested on the chest of Taehyun's field.

“Do not tease me, Nara..” Taehyun said flatly. However, he did not move at all or try to keep his body away from Nara.

“I know you're still worried about aboji”

“Today is such a long day. There's a lot of bad news I've heard. You know, I'm tired.” Taehyun stroked the soft strands of Nara's long hair and kissed the top of his wife's head dearly.

“Actually there is something I also want to tell you”

“What is good news? I don't want to hear any more bad news.”

Nara fell silent again, not giving a single answer. He got up from his sleeping position and grabbed a white envelope on his nightstand. She looked at Taehyun again and then bowed as her hand extended the ampole towards her husband.

“I don't know for you this is good news or quite the opposite. I just feel like I should tell you about it.” Nara said softly, the condition of doubt.

“Actually what is this?”

“So I went to check on my health and that's the result”

Quickly Taehyun grabbed the white envelope in Nara's hand and opened it in a huff. He read the line of sentences there very carefully and kept repeating the last line on the piece of paper he was holding.

“Doctor said I was pregnant.” explained Nara once again when she saw Taehyun's facial expression that looked surprised when she found out the results of the examination.

“Since when?” tanya Taehyun briefly. His face is hard to describe. It's really hard to read and understand.

Nara was still downcast while twisting the tip of her white blanket. “Already entered the sixth week.” murmured softly

“You should have listened to me when I told you to check your health! You've always been like this! When are you going to obey and listen to me as your husband, huh!”

“K-You're angry? You don't like me being pregnant?” nara was sad.

“It's not so, Nara. You know this is what I've been hoping for.”

“Then why are you yelling at me?”

“Sorry. That's not what I meant. I'm just worried about your condition. If I had known you were pregnant, I wouldn't have taken you running like that. You know it can be very dangerous. What if something happens to your womb?” bright Taehyun while hugging and caressing the long strands of his wife's unraveling hair.

“What did the doctor say? How is our baby?”

“Alright. In the first quarter nausea is a natural symptom. Doctor Kim just gave me vitamin”

“We should go together. Why didn't you tell me?”

“You're worried about aboji, there's no way I'm asking you to be next to me.”

Taehyun released his embrace on Nara's body. He stared at the shady face that was sharp and full of warning.

“Other times don't hide anything from me anymore. Whatever you feel, whatever you think, tell me everything. We're one, Nara. We have bound each other in a faithful promise of marriage. Whatever you feel, I must feel the same. Whatever becomes your pain will also become my sorrow. We have decided to share with each other. I don't want this kind of thing to happen back--”

Taehyun had yet to finish his words, but Nara hurriedly released Taehyun's embrace on his body. She turned to look at her husband and just grabbed Taehyun's thin lips for him to kiss. Later on, he looked down to hide the red hue on his cheek. It's definitely not him. The self-esteem that he had been upholding just collapsed when he committed stupid acts that were humiliating. Another thing with Taehyun that precisely****smile knot on his lips when staring at his wife's increasingly surprising behavior.

“Don't look at me like that” protests Nara who is getting uncomfortable with the gaze of Taehyun who keeps seeing it strange.

“Why do you always surprise me like this? Suddenly hugged me, kissed me, what else are you going to do humm.?”

“You think I like it? Don't think that's my wish. Just blame him.” Nara pointed at her stomach which still looked flat. With his lips that he had advanced a few inches from the proper location.

“Sounds like he loves me a lot. Surely she was so similar to me that one day” Taehyun touched Nara's stomach and rubbed it gently.

“Anio. I don't want my son to be as cold and cozy as you. He's just gonna be a nice, pretty boy like me. She's gonna be an innocent and sweet girl. Similar to his mother.”

“His father? You mean the cruel woman who always bullies her husband? Glaring her eyes and cursing indistinctly when her husband kissed her?” tease Taehyun again. The woman looks like she pursed her lips.

“When am I like that?” elak Nara won't budge.

“You forgot how you behaved at the beginning of our marriage? You always refuse to touch me!”

“And I wouldn't have done that if you hadn't just acted. Ah, one more. I wouldn't have done that if you'd just thrown away all the dirty thoughts in your brain!” sergeant Nara.

“If I do what you just said, I can make sure this baby won't be in your womb right now Kim Nara.. At least you should be grateful and grateful for this dirty thought, God gives the most beautiful gift in our lives.”

“Cahh.” Nara pursed her lips even more as she felt more and more constricted.

“Well you win.” no matter how great they argue this is what will happen. Nara had to always swallow a bitter pill when again and again her husband always won a fight between them. The two laughed together, realizing how childish and stupid their attitude was.

“Nara..” Monitor Taehyun suddenly who managed to interrupt the existing laughter. The face cooled down again along with his hands touching Nara's shoulder.

“Why?” Nara blinked her eyes confused.

“Listen to me carefully. For a while don't tell anyone about this. The situation is unpredictable now. With the incident that hit aboji suddenly, we will not know what will happen later. So keep this a secret. I just don't want anyone to have bad intentions and harm our baby. He is the most important thing in my life. I beg you to take care of him, Nara..”

Nara nodded. It seems that the woman quite understands her husband's current feelings. He knew how Taehyun was trying to take responsibility and protect his little family.

“I know. He's not just yours. He's mine too. I'm his mother, where I might let him get hurt. I'm even willing to sacrifice my life if it's for him. For our baby.”

At the same moment Taehyun grabbed Nara's body. Hugged him tightly and seemed to thank him for everything he had done.

“Thank you, Nara. Thank you.” he said repeatedly while stroking his wife's back gently.

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That morning he woke up. His eyes were still twitching, trying to adjust his cornea to the thousands of raining lights. With a frowning forehead, Nara shifted her body slightly, staring at the place beside her that was empty. Without realizing it his hands seemed to be moved automatically to touch the part of his stomach that is still flat and stroke it lovingly. Nara smiled. He is still not really ordinary over the other life that is now growing in him. But that taste. A sense in which she truly understands her nature as a perfect woman, makes her so grateful for all the gifts God has given her.

No one is better than God. Nara never felt worthy. She was not even a good wife to her husband. But God so generously gave her a most beautiful gift, giving her the confidence to be a mother who would take full responsibility for the growth of the fetus in her womb. The woman was grateful for everything she had. Shadows of small figures running towards him. The shadow of the crying voice that would echo there made the maternal instinct in her overflow. He is happy, there is really nothing happier than that.

Nara reflexively held her mouth as the nausea returned to her. As quickly as he could he got up from his sleep and ran towards the door of his bathroom. On knocking the door leaf was loud and demanding while shouting the name Taehyun who was in there.

“Taehyun-ah, fast.” shouts. The nausea became so difficult that he just opened his mouth and screamed.

“Han Taehyun..!!” call again. But there is still no word from Taehyun. Or maybe Taehyun didn't hear his wife's voice out there.

Nara who can no longer resist the nausea. He needs to release as soon as possible. Strictly speaking! And he decided to use another bathroom on the second floor. He walked quickly, a little running as he walked out of his room. One goal is simply to walk to the end of the stairs and turn to the left, where the bathroom on the floor is. Her hand continued to silence her lips that felt full.

Jaehyun had just come out of his room at that time, and he was quite worried to see the pale face of his sister-in-law who looked unwell. He blocks Nara's arm, forcing her to stop in front of his room and look at Nara's strange face.

“Nara, what's wrong with you? You sick?” jaehyun asked who was now touching Nara's forehead to feel her body temperature.

Nara could not answer, she could not open her mouth now. So all he did was shake his head while waving his hand. He tried to remove Jaehyun's check on his wrist and ran to the bathroom, but again Jaehyun kept trying to hold it.

“Tell me what happened? Why does your face look pale, Nara.?”

The answer Nara gave remained the same. Only a head and a wave of hands expressed a rejection.

“Nara-ah, you're hit-“ Jaehyun hasn't had time to finish his words, but Nara has already pulled his arm and barged into Jaehyun's room which was closed tightly. He ran to the bathroom and vomited all of his stomach.

‘Hoeeekk..’ The sound was heard quite clearly from inside Jaehyun's room. Make the owner of the room feel worried and go back inside. The bathroom door was wide open. Slowly Jaehyun moved his feet closer. He paused for a moment on the edge of the door, noticing Nara's condition, which seemed to be getting pale. Jaehyun touched Nara's back, patting her\-nepuk softly, aiding the woman's excruciating-looking release.

Jaehyun's gaze suddenly became so empty. His mind was so quick to digest the situation. Honestly, this is what he always feared. Seeing his woman, seeing the person he still loved so much and he hoped to accompany the rest of his life, had truly become the property of others. He was further away from her and he was no longer able to pursue her. And if the prediction this time is true, then there will be a great distance that separates him and Nara. A wide distance that makes it and Nara even further so that there will be no more memories between them.

The sound of the sparkling water made Jaehyun wake up from his daydream. He looked at Nara, who was washing her face with cold water flowing in her hand.

“Sorry. I'm dirtying your bathroom. I'm really sorry.” regretted without daring to look at the face of Jaehyun who was still in front of him. Jaehyun. He was still observing Nara's face deeply. His heart trembled in fear of the predictions he believed to be true.

“Nara, have you always been like this?” asked Jaehyun flatly. He still did not change his expression and his body stood up.

“Yes. Lately I often feel nauseous and dizzy” replied Nara. The woman looks busy washing back her lips are still berbekas. He was unaware of the change in expression that was happening on Jaehyun's handsome face.

“You're pregnant?!” jaehyun asked firmly. Nara turned around and widened her eyes in surprise. He had just realized that he himself had just leaked the big secret. Indirectly he had just said that he was indeed pregnant with Jaehyun.

“O-Op-Oppa-“

“That's it, from your eyes I know. You can never lie to me, Nara.”

It was hard for Jaehyun to just swallow his saliva. He was so beaten that his fingers shook. Tightness felt in his chest, making him again appear weak and angry. Quickly he turned around and left Nara who was still standing there.

“Oppa.” Pangil Nara again. He tried to block Jaehyun's arm and asked him to pause just to hear an explanation from him. Nara herself was not sure why she felt she had to give an explanation. He also did not know why as if now he could feel the pain from the look of Jaehyun's eyes.

“Oppa, please.” he said softly.

Yes, Jaehyun did indeed stop after hearing the call. Even though Jaehyun wanted to keep passing. Even though his logic clearly refuses to listen, but in fact his body still has an exaggerated reaction to Nara's touches. He looked at Nara's hand which was now in his arm.

“You want to say something?”

Nara bowed. He tried to think about what he wanted to say to the man. Actually, he himself was confused. All he knew, he just didn't want to see the anger on Jaehyun's face.

Jaehyun smiled cynically. He sounded hissing holding the pain in his heart and again observed the beautiful face of Nara.

“You will not apologize to me not because you are pregnant.”

“Oppa.”

“I thought this would be the end. You remember we promised to be together. We promised not to leave each other and let go. You always thought I was the one who broke that promise, because I left you and went to America to continue my studies. But you see, in reality it's not me who breaks all our promises. I'm still here. I still love you and hold on tight to my love for you. You're the one who let go. You're the one who ended it all. In this way. You don't know how I feel.” Jaehyun touched Nara's chin. Making him look at the two beads of his eyes which are now seen staring nanar.

“We once promised to understand each other. To understand each other. But all this time, I'm the only one who's always trying to understand and understand you. You never tried to do it Nara.”

“Oppa sorry.”

“Nothing to forgive. This is destiny. What happened between me, you and Taehyun was a fate from the mistakes of the previous generation. We are bound by a tangled thread that will never end. Dad, my mom, and Taehyun's mom started it, and if we don't end this now, maybe this mistake will continue for generations to come. You and me, we can't be in a relationship like this. My love for you was a mistake. And difficult or not, I want or not all this must end.” Jaehyun raised his head, his heart ached again.

“One you should know. I used to love you with all the heart I had. Even until I say these words now, my love for you is still an unchanging feeling

“But Today I let you go. Let's just say there's never been any connection between us. We started everything from the beginning. We started when we never knew each other. For me right now you're just my sister's wife. The mother of my niece” Jaehyun completely let go of Nara's grasp on her arm. He then walked quickly leaving the girl still standing in her bathroom.

“Oppa..” his murmur shriveled.

Nara walked out of the bathroom in Jaehyun's room. His steps look heavy and giddy. There's something missing in there. His heart felt empty. He could not deny, Jaehyun is a male figure\-man whom he has always loved. At least Nara used to really love that\-man before she decided to marry Taehyun. Jaehyun was not only a man to Nara, but he was already like a protector, an older brother who was always by his side. Big brother who always holds his hand tightly and gives strength for him to survive in the midst of the difficult life so far.

Jaehyun is far like his soulmate, who will always be there even if he does not pay attention to him. When the figure said he let go, it was like there was an empty place that slightly disturbed his calm.

The woman was in Jaehyun's room. He intended to immediately go out and return to his room without thinking about this any further. But Nara's steps came to a halt as her pandanngan stared at the nightstand beside Jaehyun's bed. There, he saw the photo beautifully framed. The picture was with Jaehyun first. In the photo, Jaehyun is seen smiling sincerely while hugging Nara's shoulder which also looks happy.



Nara's heart melos. Why is everything like this..?

“Nara..” Taehyun's voice calls are heard squealing out there. Nara jumped in shock and released the picture frame that was in her hand. Her eyes were round looking at the shadow of her husband who was now watching her from the doorway.

“T-Tae..”.

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