My Husband Is My Secret Lover
I'm Not Deserving of You

"An, are you okay?" ask Yoshi to me.

"Yes.... Yosh, don't worry.. " I said when it felt like my body had been split into two.

"An, but you seem to be holding back the pain?" again, he noticed my expression.

"No. "I said softly, withstanding the pain in the lower part of my body, especially the waist.

"Can I do it again?" ask her with a face that still looks fresh.

"Dangerous.. " I rejected it immediately.

"Have he hurt?" ask again.

"Yosh, you're this. We've been doing it all night but it's still not enough. My waist can come off because of you!" I finally told her the truth.

"Finally you admit it too An!" Yoshi said while laughing.

"Acknowledging what?" my many.

"Acknowledge my might of course." He answered while showering me with a kiss.

"Let's wake up this morning." My words did not respond to his words. Even we haven't slept at all, Yoshi's all night keeping me awake.

"An Once again." Yoshi.

"Yosh, in an hour you have to go to the office." Reminded him.

"Oh An, we're still newlyweds." The answer is that you don't want to get out of bed.

"Aren't you going to an important meeting today?" ask her.

"Yes, you're right An!!" Instantly the burly body got up and ran towards the bathroom. While me and my body seemed reluctant to wake up from the bed to withstand the fatigue that was so great. Until I finally fell asleep, of course, without the large body that had been piercing me.

***

"I love you, sunshine! I'm going to the office first." Faintly, Yoshi's voice said goodbye to me and gave me a kiss on the forehead.

I didn't care about it, my eyes seemed reluctant to open even though my ears were able to hear.

****

I also woke up from my sleep. I saw the clock showing at 9am. I smiled at the thought of last night. This is the second time we have done it. I can't believe that me and the loan shark are now completely husband and wife.

For a moment I thought about Yoshi. Hey, didn't he have breakfast this morning because when he arrived at the office he would attend the meeting. It may be that his stomach is holding hunger, but it is not easy for him if only to get breakfast.

Or I'll just drop her some breakfast. Yeah, correct. I'll make breakfast for my husband. Maybe my sleep is still less but Yoshi is much less sleep. It's not good for him to remember he also has gerd.

I went to the kitchen, I saw a chef there. Oh so this is him who has been preparing food for us all this time. Why I just saw him now.

"Good morning, madam." Greet the man while bowing.

"Good morning chef." I answered, bowing my body too.

"Is there anything I can do for you, ma'am?" tanyakanya.

"No, I just saw you here Chef." I answered while looking at the name of his chest.

"Yes, I'm usually called if I'm needed." The answer.

"Do chefs work at Serayu Chinese Restaurant ?" I ask because in the name there is a symbol SCR.

"That's my side station madam. How do you know?" tanyanya.

"I was apprenticed there a few years ago, and I still keep a nametag with the same symbol as you it's a chef." I answered, pointing to the name of his chest.

"Are you really Madam?" Answer surprised. Maybe he was surprised to find that the boss' wife was not from among the group. I did have time to intern at several hotels and restaurants at that time to avoid Yoshi's interference.

"Chef, I want to prepare breakfast for you. Tell me are you used to western menus or Indonesian food?" my many.

"I usually prepare a western menu, ma'am." Said the chef.

"American, English, continental or any other menu?"many adjust.

"More points to American, Madam. I have prepared it today." Said the Chef.

"Ah good, then I can just take her right away." I said, but a moment later I thought. I want to try cooking with my own hands for Yoshi.

"Emm but, looks like I want to cook something for master." I said to the chef again.

"I'll help Madam." Answer chef.

"no need. Chef can go now." I said.

At first he whistled loudly to help me before finally allowing me to cook alone. Without thinking, I started cooking. Food a million people, fried rice is the most appropriate choice, considering the time has begun during the day.

*****

I arrived at Yoshi's office by taxi. A multi-storey building called Lubyware Group. I entered the lobby area and filled out the guest list. But it seems like the receptionist didn't let me see Yoshi because I haven't made an appointment yet.

"Mrs !" david's voice called my name. I also looked.

"David, are you still meeting?" my many.

"It's over, ma'am, let me deliver." David said, introducing me to the receptionist staff. They also saluted me. Oh, my God, this makes me so awkward.

Arrived in Yoshi's room. David knocked on the door and we went in. I saw Yoshi was busy with his eyes fixed on the laptop screen. He looks really good in that fashion.

"Yes, what's wrong with David?" he asked, he still did not realize my arrival.

"There's a Madam, sir.. " Said David, as soon as Yoshi stared at us.

"Darling, are you here?" He said like he couldn't believe I was coming to his office.

"Yes Yosh. I brought you breakfast. " I said as I placed the big box on the table near the sofa.

"Oh my goodness, baby. You don't have to do this." Yoshi said as he walked up to me and sat on the sofa.

"Well, Yosh, you must be hungry and sleepy. I don't want your gerd to relapse." I said.

"Why not just rest? I also know you're still very tired An." Yoshi.

"Yosh, I'm learning to be a good wife to you." I said, unable to hide the tickling in the stomach to hear my own words.

"I'll prepare your breakfast." I said while heading out to the pantry.

On the way to the pantry, I accidentally passed some employees, I vaguely heard like they were talking about me.

"Have you seen the boss's bin?" Said one of the employees.

"Yes, because the boss's taste is high it turns out to be normal. Also me!" answer the other employee.

"Still leak his wealth. But beautiful." anyway." Man employee chirps.

"What job is it?" ask another man.

"Endless too. Why tired of work. That's tajir's lake." Reveal other employees.

They were busy gossiping about me. In my heart, I said that I was not worthy enough to be with Yoshi. Because of how I look today.

I was just wearing a casual dress . Shorts, sneakers and jackets. Given that my only need today was to deliver breakfast. I should have worn decent clothes so as not to humiliate Yoshi like this.

In pantry. I put together the cutlery according to American Breakfast. Maybe this is too formal but it's okay at least this is in accordance with what Yoshi used to get at home.

Seeing this setting made me miss the ship world so much. Missed my job, missed Jenny, Evelyn, Dian, Anggie's sister and Reza. I don't know when I'll be able to meet them again.

"Done up!! " i said while looking at this prepared breakfast.

"Honey."." Yoshi's voice entered the pantry .

"Yes Yosh, breakfast yuk!" take me.

"Hey, this is too formal a pity and too much. Why not make it simple?" yoshi said as he stared in amazement at the table.

"Chef says you're used to American Breakfast. So I made it the same. I actually made you fried rice too."

"Well, I want your fried rice." Yoshi.

"Well, then what about all this?" my many.

"David will take care of it or let David eat it all. An, we just eat above, yes, soon this pantry will be very crowded near the time of coffee break."Yoshi replied, really the assistant is really often made difficult by him.

****

On top.

"How's Yosh? You likey?" I asked Yoshi just after devouring my fried rice until it ran out.

"Yes, baby, this is so good. You good at cooking?" said it.

"What's so great about fried rice?" Don't make me happy Yoshi." My answer. I'm really happy to hear his compliments.

"Really An. Make it again tomorrow." He said with a smile.

"Yosh, did I embarrass you today? I feel like I don't deserve to come to your office." I said, I'm sure Yoshi feels the same way.

"Why talk like that An?" Ask while looking at me.

"Yes, I don't feel comparable to you." My answer.

"What did you say? Mmm but it seems right An, with this outfit you look like an abg and make me look like a pedophile om-om when we walk together." He said while laughing.

"I'm sorry Yosh, I'm going home now.. " I said but Yoshi held me back.

"Darling, don't be mad you're so pretty if you know." Yoshi.

"That's Yosh, don't talk about it. Do you want me to make you some coffee?" my many.

"By honey, there's a coffee machine next to the pantry ." Answer Yoshi.

I went down to the pantry again. I saw David sitting with the employees, and I also saw some of the employees who had talked about me.

"Sir David, thank you this breakfast is very luxurious. Like having breakfast at a five-star hotel." Said one officer. I'm glad that David actually took care of the abandoned food.

"Yes alike. The madam who has arranged it." David answered, It seems they are not aware of my presence.

"really? it seems like Madam is very familiar with the table set up" asked another employee.

"Yes, Madam is an F&B staff on a Dutch yacht." Answer David.

"really?! I even said he was unemployed" said the employee. I quickened my pace and they all saw me.

"Good morning, madam.. " Say them at the same time as I reply with a smile.

****

I made a cup of cappuccino art for Yoshi. And I saw David there and I made him a cup too.

"Thank you Madam. It looks special." Said David received my gift.

"Don't overdo David, however, I was a coffee brewer before this." I said while laughing.

****

Meanwhile I who was crossing the pantry door could hear their conversation.

"Sir David, your coffee looks very tempting...."

"Yes, like it wasn't Mr. David's..... "

"Of course this cappuccino with 1/3 espresso, 1/3 milk and 1/3 foam milk concoction Mistress." Said David.

"So Madam is also a Barista??! "

They are still gossiping about me. But at least they know I'm not 100% unemployed. I can still work if Yoshi allows.