
With a puffy face, slowly climb the stairs of the plane.
It feels so reluctant to leave Indonesia, but he himself does not want if too long in Indonesia even more to make his heart broken.
Kiran sat her body in the plane seat, her eyes staring out the window with tears still soaking down her cheeks.
Sometimes crying is one way to calm down from everything that fills the mind, evaporating all the emotions that we continue to hold.
Because that's all it can do.
Who will understand us if not ourselves?.
It is hard to love someone who is still stuck in the past.
Pura pura toughened when the heart is broken.
Wanting to be selfish but circumstances forced him to give up.
All Kiran had to do right now was to strengthen herself and keep her mind sane among the many things that were making her depressed.
Destiny is as funny as that, bringing together two people who love each other but bring back the past that is not over.
" This gapapa is no big deal, I definitely can to live it." murmured Kiran braced herself.
Over and over again he took a deep breath and threw it away slowly.
He patted his chest slowly to reduce the tightness he was holding.
The pilot slowly flew the plane until it flew perfectly above the clouds.
" I will survive because I love you." murmured Kiran then she closed her eyes.
***
Zay has just arrived home after a day of accompanying Olivia to the hospital.
Zay put his foot in with a very lethargic face.
His mind was filled by Kiran, what about her lover now.
Why would he choose to go back to the hospital instead of taking Kiran for the last time.
All forms of regret now he felt, wanted it to feel like Kiran was here and hugged him.
PLAAAAKKKK....
One very loud slap from Grace landed smoothly on Zay's cheek when Zay had just walked into the house.
It was so hard that Grace's handprints were clearly printed on Zay's white cheeks.
Zay held onto his cheek, he looked at Grace who clearly had anger enveloping him.
" What did I want to say yesterday? I'll be the first to teach you if you get sick with Kiran.
And now that you hurt her Zay, you willingly ignore your own lover who will go to Germany for the sake of that sick woman. LO WHERE'S HAAA'S BRAIN?" snapped Grace vented all her emotions.
Perhaps this is a form of kiran emotion represented by Grace.
Grace understood very well what Kiran was feeling because after all she was also a woman.
How weak the heart of a woman when she sees her lover choosing others over her.
" G-gue-"
" What? you want to say you don't have Kiran pain? you still don't realize that you've made him hurt? and your eyes are still not open if from earlier oliv nahan lo so as not to meet kiran? YOU STUPID OR AN IDIOT HAA?" cut Grace.
He was really emotional with Zay's attitude that was not firm with his stance.
This is the first time Grace has snapped and spoken rudely with Zay.
" Nobody knows what kind of woman's heart is as weak as what? he says he's fine but in fact Zay's heart breaks.
I once felt I was in Kiran Zay's position despite having a different problem.
Never underestimate someone's heart, because you won't know how he tries to look tough in front of you even though he's not doing well." Grace paused her kalimaat.
He rubbed the rough tears that fell down his cheeks, as if feeling what you are feeling right now.
Have you ever seen the lowest side? did he ever point to his weakest side? does he get angry and scold you when you know you're back in the same past?
No right? He always covered his grief with a smile.
Pura pura tegar, pura well as if nothing happened.
Let you go to see Oliv when he also needs you.
In his deepest heart he was eager to hold you to stay beside him, but he realized that he should not be selfish because after all Oliv needed you at that time.
But do you know how the cry when it broke after seeing your departure? he who realized earlier held back his tears so as not to fall in front of you but in fact broke also when he saw you leave." Grace was silent for a moment looking at Zay whose eyes were glazed with glass.
Grace and Vero did leave after Zay came, but they did not really leave but were not far from where Kiran and Zay were.
All the conversations between Zay and Kiran could still be heard clearly.
And when Zay left kiran, that's when Grace and Vero approached Kiran.
Grace hugged Kiran, letting the woman cry out all her emotions.
" Maybe at this time you are not aware of it, but I am sure one day you will be comfortable and aware of who people love and love you with so sincere and patient.
Don't hurt Kiran again Zay, she's a good woman, she deserves to be treated well too.
There are no women who are really strong, sometimes they are sad by smiling, pura strong as if nothing happened.
Behind his silence was an emotion that he could not express, behind his smile was a wound that he covered.
So don't ever underestimate her feelings, because we don't know how she's trying to look tough." Said Grace who had begun to calm down, but her tears continued to flow just like that.
He rubbed Zay's cheeks reddened by his slap.
Not that Grace hurt Zay, but I don't know. Maybe that way Zay will realize what he has done.
" I'm sorry I slapped you." said Grace then left.
Zay was still silently sculpting, all the grace sayings were true.
He should have been honest with Kiran from the beginning because after all Kiran was his lover.
The woman who so patiently loved him, the woman who fought for love in him for so long.
" Don't hurt Kiran who loves you with sincerity and patience. Because we do not know how his struggle to love you in silence, let you on his best friend until he is willing to go out of the country to avoid lo.
So, take care of her heart and feelings not to make her disappointed and hurt again.
Maybe there he again reassured his heart, strengthen himself if you here will not betray him, although you come back with Oliv just to accompany oliv fight against his disease. " Tutur Vero.
" Believe Zay, Kiran is a very sincere woman. I just knew him but I can see for myself how he treats you, how patiently he forgives your mistakes, how he smiles when his heart is disappointed.
So there's no reason to hurt him." Vero.
He patted Zay on the shoulder and left her.
Zay was sitting limp on the floor, he realized his stupidity.
Hurt the woman who loved him so sincerely.
Unknowingly his tears trickled, he really regretted making the woman in his love was hurt.
Zay tried to stand by holding on to the pillar.
He walked softly to the room.
He will prepare everything he needs to follow Kiran to Germany.
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Zay's nutmeg is good before he goes to Germany? 😂