MARRIED FOR INDIGENOUS DEBT
In the Eyes of My In-laws, I am but a Tool to Him.

Three sacks of sweet potatoes and 4 sacks of sweet potato leaves I managed to gondol from the garden Bones Pak Saor and lifted Bones Pak Saor using a rickshaw stuff.

It was late afternoon, with Tiur and Nantulang.The three of us went home together because Bones Pak Tiur had gone home first while bringing the garden results.

After arriving home, only Mamak I met behind the house who tidied up the fodder that had been delivered Bones Pak Saor.

"oh yes Mak, about the mamak garden and rice fields how is the fate?"

"it will be managed by Bones Mu pak Rado. every new harvest is given the cost of rent, Mamak in forbidden adek-adek mu ngerjain rice fields and gardens.

your adek-dek says that Mamak is enough to help you, so that mamak is not bored, if you think about it too. Your cattle are there, vegetable gardens are there.

Later we can buy it before Pak Rado Bones harvest. anyways Adek-adek Mu still send kok same Mamak."

"It's great, my sisters are amazing, thank you my dear mother."

"sama Boru Ku, oh yes... Mamak want to go maranggap (**Incompanion of one of the residents staying up late to take care of his newborn baby. supposedly he said that has become a tradition. if there are new neighbors who give birth must be guarded 24 hours by family and other residents.

The goal is that the baby is safe from occult disorders, if in this village he said to avoid the prey of Begu ganjang, a mythical creature among the Batak community. it is said that the victim is a newborn baby who has not even turned seven days since his birth**).

To Cantika's house, and it was the first grandchild for Mak Goclas.(the first son of Goclas and his wife)."

"oh is that Mak, his son or daughter Mak?"

"said Mak Pingky, his son."

Mamak said with a happy look on his face, in this village if his first child is a man and it is a gift. because men are the successors of the clan later.

But for me, boys and girls have the same position, only grateful people look at Him differently.**

Because I feel tired, I just watch television in this living room while waiting for the arrival of Andri bang.

tok... tok'

"dek.. please open the deck..."

There was a bang Andri sound, but the bike where. oh yes it was sold. soon I opened and it turns out bang Andri came with his Mama and also the Father.

"Where's the new mama?" ask your father while looking around.

"go to the house of Goklas sir." answered me briefly.

I've smelled unpleasant smells before the three of them, this smell like the smell of money.

Because Mamak not the three of them directly sit in the living room without me to please.

"make the father of coffee dong." said Mr. Seraya smiling.

"sugar and coffee run out sir, because I haven't had time to shop." answered me to the Father, but my mother-in-law went straight to the kitchen without my permission.

I deliberately did not present anything, Because I am sick of seeing his father and brother. Actually also sick of seeing Andri bang but he is still my Husband.

Not long ago, my in-laws had arrived with 3 cups of coffee in a tray and served it to his son and sister.

"lazy time you Tiur make coffee, your kitchen stuff is more complete yes.a lot of your money now."

But it's not important they know and any other free they know.

"why come here? I've got a trio of them."

Straight away, 'cause I'm sick of seeing this impromptu trio come my way.

"begini Boru...

"know sir, get to the point."

"Boru... please pay the installments yes, Because the collateral is our house loh Boru. is Boru sincerely release the house confiscated Star cooperative?"

"now Tiur asked the Father, loan money as much as 120 million where?"

"yes to help this Simatua host, if you do not get paid his fine, later the Simatua host family and your Father can be expelled from this village.

"it is not the business of Tiur sir, it is the business of the father with the family of Mu. I'm sorry sir, the father has died in my heart and also in the heart of adek-adak.

Not one bit the father pay attention to us as his biological children father, do you think how we feel the children of the Father? s...a...k...i ... t. sir... sick....."

My Lord, it feels so tight to say this for the umpteenth time, but you never understand.

"Tiur.. You do not be rude to your Father, your father has worked hard to support you. Your father is up to many years in debt at the cooperative to meet the needs of all of you. so know yourself as a child, do not demand beyond reason." said my mother-in-law so easily.

"infused? you and your style are filled by the Father, and not a living for us.

Half of the crop is used to pay the cooperative installments, and we only live off the rest that is divided in two again for the needs of the father personally.

Indeed Mamak who worked hard in the field of Bones Pak Saor and night lay kebaya to meet our needs.

No quivering muzzle you're talking like that? or are you the shameless one? draining his sister for your exorbitant style?"

"the polite grandfather said, this is my mama yes, take care of your manners" said bang Andri who defended his mother.

Instantly I was silent after Andri's bang, because it was so bad in this heart.

"you'd better go home before I scream at home."

"Boru.k is the same Father."

"please..... I was attacked by Jabir's mouth......

Because of my shout, the three of them immediately panicked and hurried out, but thankfully no one came because it was already starting late at night.

Actually Shame is the subject of attention of people all around, but what can be done. indeed like this is his situation.

After the three of them, my door closed and went back to this living room and turned off the television.

Sitting cross-legged and folding hands and closing these two eyes, by midnight tonight I pour out all my upset complaints to the creator.

And begged to be given his blessing and grace, and I prayed that bang Andri could turn into a responsible and determined husband.

All things I can bear in Him who gives me strength. (Philippians 4:13).