Love of Another World
09 - Loved Jin

But I'm back dreaming of Andrean.

"Beautiful, fear not, dear, I will always accompany you."Andrean.

With a warm smile, her hands caressed my head.I woke up from my sleep.

when I woke up, I was already home.Sisil sat beside me accompanying me. He immediately called Mom and Dad.

"Beautiful, you're conscious, son."

"Ma, I'm here?." Ask someone who still doesn't understand.

"You passed out Ndah in the toilet.You why the hell Ndah, I was shocked to hear you scream when you came out of the toilet and screamed when I saw it."Sisil.

I frowned, not understanding why Sisil said I screamed for fear of seeing her, because what I saw was a female ghost, not my friend.

While Mama and Papa already knew I must have seen an invisible figure that made me scream.

•••

The next day.

I was brought back to my place in Ruqyah first.I was again prayed to close my inner eyes.

I don't know why my body feels so hot when I'm prayed. I screamed and cried at that moment.The heat felt very stinging from the inside. At the end of the day, I fainted unconscious again.

when I woke up I was surrounded by people and my parents. I didn't ask anymore what happened, because my body at that moment was sore and sore.

My parents took me home from there.

"Ma. What was it about me?." Ask me when I'm in the car.

•••

A week has passed, no dreams, no one has scared me, since I went to Mr. Kiyai's house, like my inner eyes have closed again.

When I got home from school, Papa seemed to sit on the couch with Mama like he was talking about something serious.

"Good, you're back, son, let's sit here."Bring Mama.

Looking at my mother, I knew there was something serious I wanted to talk to me about.

"What's the matter, Ma?."

"Son, Papa and Mama will match you."

"What?."

"I don't want Ma, I'm still in school."My answer is of course to refuse. What age is this, I'm still in a match.

"You must Want Beautiful, After your school exam is finished, You will marry the Man of choice Papa and Mama. This is very important for your future, son." Say my Mother.

"I still want to work Ma. I don't want to get married."My pat.

"Again, why did Mom and Dad want me to get married?." Ask me again.

Papa nodded his head, as if hinting at Mama.

"Beautiful, that figure you dreamt of, it was Jin who wanted you to follow him, he wanted you to be his. Papa and Mama did this because We don't want to lose you son, just by getting married, you will belong to someone else and that Jin figure will no longer follow and disturb you."Mama Said.

I'm between believing and unbelieving, and the condition of getting married so that I'm no longer disturbed, it really hurts my heart. But right now, my mother is crying, my heart can't bear it. I didn't say anything anymore and unconsciously my tears were dripping.