Love Is Not Enough
Chapter.82

Clear washing his face in the toilet.He was also upset at himself for crying again.Is he wrong if he waits to be able to prove whether he has really accepted the reality?

For you the soul that has been waiting for you.Don't be tired. Wait a few more moments.When the time comes, decide wisely.Take this pride, with you my soul.

The word was echoed by the girl in her heart to encourage herself.After all her duties in the hospital were finished Bening came home by driving his work car so far.He wanted to go home to his apartment to rest.

But he always took the time to visit his grandmother who lived with his uncle and aunt.His grandmother always persuaded him to stay with him but because the distance of the house far from where he worked made Bening choose to live in an apartment close to the hospital.

"Ben, sorry.sorry me yes..."Meva sent him a message.

Bening smiled as he shook his head.At first he intended to prank his best friend by just silencing Wa from him but considering he who was in surgery made the intention charred.Bening fear Meva will continue to think that makes him unfocused.

"Yes, I'm sorry too.. Don't forget dinner for me.."reply.

Upon arrival at the apartment, the girl immediately cleaned herself before resting.He took a shower and washed her hair to make it fresher.

"Non't eat yet?"tanya Mbak Yuyu who always accompanied her since she decided to study in Jakarta.

"Udah kok, mbak.Tadi lunch at the hospital" answered Bening.

"Oh, what?"sahut mbak Yuyu's.

"Bak cook huh?"the woman nodded.

"Yes, I've rested there, I eat again, it's okay"that's how Bening always makes the woman feel amazed and at home because the girl always appreciates it.

A bell rang out loud as the girl was about to taste a small meal cooked by her mother.

He stood up to open it, and there appeared a handsome and fragrant young man with a plastic bag of fruits in his hand.

"Hi baby's....Whoa, seger very..."Clear just looking at him made the young man pay attention to his appearance again.The head of the girl also frowned to make sure if anyone followed him or not.

"Kok, concerned about it...What's up?"said Bastian felt not confident.Bening took the fruits he brought.

"No, just want mastiin aja ngutin you or not, kak" said Bening and then closed the door again.

"Who? A ghost?"bastian Sahut.

"Perhaps, they are like ghosts, thought nothing, did not follow, uh the next day the news came out.Kan upset.Both if the news is in accordance with the facts" explained Bening

The girl was once hunted by reporters while living in her old apartment thinking she was the lover of a Bastian, singer who is much favored because of his voice and good looks are alluring.Especially he never revealed his love story that makes many people curious.

"Oh.... reporter?Don't think about it. That's their job.."Bastian tried to calm him down.

"No, I don't think so, brother.I'm afraid it's the brother who's comfortable.." said Bening.

"Woven kok .. so far still comfortable." replied Bastian.He followed the girl's steps from behind.

"Come, sit down.Eat yuk, have not eaten yet?"Clear took the plate.

"You haven't had lunch, huh?What time is it?"ask Bastian.

"Sister, back at the hospital.Just right back home mbak Yu turns out to be cooking, so want to eat again little.." explained Bening.

"Oh, I've made you eat.."Bening stood making honey ginger tea as he usually gives to Bastian.It is a form of his attention to the singer in maintaining the quality of his voice.

"Enak..Thanks, bye.." said Bastian.

"Thank you...Because it's been attention, have I been comfortable or not?"the girl scrunched her forehead hearing Bastian's expression.

"I guess make the food ..nih the drink.."the girl gave Bastian's favorite warm ginger honey tea.

"Thank you...."Bening frowned while smiling.

"Again?"abugn.

"Yes, it's you who made it, not Yuyu" Bastian smiled.The two laughed together.

"Where are you working today? Many patients?"bastian asked in between their meals.

"Currently..yah quite.."answered Bening.

"Oh, thank goodness..."Bastian showed no less of a smile.

"What about yourself? How's the concert going?"ask Bening.

"Safe, it's the maximum preparation.You are so right, nemenin? is that your permission, is it the director?Or am I going to ask permission?"Bastian.

"What the hell, brother? Kayak school children aja.Malu times.Udah kok, have asked permission.Lagian only a day doang, right...?"clear Clear.

"Thank you...?"

"Hmmmm.. again.."the two laughed again.

"Every night Widya called me by.she asked for your number." said Bastian made Bening instantly silent.

He deliberately changed his number, the girl also did not use social media accounts both Facebook and Instagram.He felt no need to use because almost every day Widya showed her activity that marked her.

"No need brother. don't need to be loved.Let's meet later.I'm lazy to talk through hp..I don't like people whose hobbies are ghosting" said Bening.Not because he can't accept reality, vengeful jealousy or heartache but he is not comfortable to communicate intensely with the person who was once his best friend.

"Yes already.. But he said, they want to go home and see you" Bastian said with great care.

"Can...No matter what, I'd definitely like to see them." replied Bening.

"Relatedly? I'm ready" asked Bastian.

"Geez, kak.Yakinlah, have wanted eleven years also times.You until when to cuddle?Not me yes, who said.I'm always ready to meet them.Partially yes, if I can not accept the reality, I can not give attention to his son, I can not give attention to his son, if I go home, I will always play with him, until someone is upset because he is taken." answered Bening by continuing to smile.

From his face he does not seem to hide something.See there is no burden when saying it.Or because he who has grown up so smart to organize his feelings?

Daniel smiled when remembering their vacation.Bastian was upset because the little boy was always sticking to Bening.

"We will meet them the same..Said Widya anyway all want to bring her son checked with you.Indeed the Daniah why, bye?"ask Bastian.

"Say aunty Melia anyway, a fever.."tales Clear.

"Oh.... Is there no one in Bali, child specialist? Should ya check with you,by?"knock the young man.

He shrugged his shoulders.

"Tau.tadi also Widya nagged the same thing." replied Bening.