JUST GIVE ME A REASON
chapter 21. Resisting Emotions

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Lolita did not talk much when Gatot was talking to Sophia and her mother. Lolita was just listening to their conversation. Because Lolita was afraid later so could not resist the emotions if they followed chat with gatot.Usai they finished breakfast. Then Gatot took Lolita and Sophia.

" I want to work first, Mom. If you need any news I yes" said Lolita while hugging her mother's fragile body.

" I also want to go to a job interview today, ma'am. Pray for the interview to go smoothly" Sophia said with a smile.

" Yes be careful on the road ya Lolita and Sophia. Kabarin if you guys have arrived" said Lolita's mother of attention.

"Sophia, leaving with mas Gatot and mba Lolita aja. To save transportation costs ", Gatot offered.

" Seriously, is there nothing?! Later Gatot misfortune again departing his work "Sophia said feeling bad.

" I'm taking a day off work today. You want to be a driver a day mba Lolita. Yes occasional quality time with Lolita. While improving the relationship between Gatot mas and Lolita mba" Gatot said.

" Hemmmmm, yes it is forcing" said Sophia who agreed to Gatot's request to leave with him.

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When the three of them were in the car. It seems ordinary. Nothing strange or disturbing.

" Sophia when did you graduate?!" ask Gatot curious.

" It may be June mas Gatot." replied Sophia casually.

" Well, soon to be a lawyer. If you need your services. The price is not expensive, right?!" gatot joked.

" Hehehe depends on the case. If it's too heavy. Yes it will be expensive tariffs" Sophia told.

" Why are you Lolita?! Usually you always join me when I'm talking to Sophia?!" gatot said curiously.

" Hemmmmm. I'm just not excited anymore " replied Lolita with a little talk.

" Tumben nih Sophia. Mba Lolita is quiet. Usually the most beautiful among us" said Gatot quipped Lolita.

" Maybe Mba Lolita again think about the work of kali mas. So the inn is not excited because the work is piling up a lot "Sophia said looking for an excuse.

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Sophia arrived at the lawyer's office. Gatot continues to deliver Lolita to his boutique. Not only deliver but Gatot also entered the boutique in Lolita's office.

" Why did you get into the shop?! You said you were just a driver" Lolita said of Gatot.

" Get out of here?! I want to work!! Don't bother me!!" lolita said in a annoyed tone.

" Why are you doing this?! You don't have the feeling of being a wife. I was worried and worried about you not coming home last night. I called Sophia to hear from you. I just found out you're at your mom's house. Yes, I'm sorry that I misunderstood you and accused you of all sorts. I'm sorry " said Gatot feeling guilty.

" I've forgiven you before you apologize first. Our problem is not just once or twice. Almost every day we fight because of trivial problems. Especially yesterday I was so hurt by you. I'm tired of waking up early to cook. But what did I get?! Said you were bosen to see me. Which wife is not hurt to hear from her husband?!" lolita said, expressing her emotions.

" Yes, I'm sorry, baby!! Yesterday I was self-absorbed and upset about a lot of work in the office. Especially when you come home late at night. If you say that you have taken care of your sick mother, I will not be emotional and think of all kinds" said Gatot felt guilty.

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Gatot feels guilty about her overprotective attitude and thinks too negatively about Lolita. Especially about Lolita who lately likes to go home late at night.

" Well, I'll leave the boutique. But later we have lunch together yes" said Gatot Mayu Lolita.

" No way!! During the day I had business with clients outside the office" Lolita told a lie.

" I picked up this afternoon. We'll have dinner outside. In the restaurant subscription we used to date and ngedate" said Gatot told.

" Can't!! I came home late at night . So dinner out with the client" said Lolita made up the story.

" Hemmmmm, but I was Sarah. He said you do not have a meeting schedule today" Gatot explained.

" I changed assistants today. Not Sarah anymore. Because Sarah's not doing very well. If you don't believe just ask with Sarah directly " said Lolita with a jengkelin face.

" Yes, you want to get me home. We're going home to our house. Or you want to stay at your mom's house too. I am the anterine. I also stayed at your mother's house" said Gatot to pay attention.

" No!! My mother is well and well. I usually go home by myself, too. Why so you want to take me" Lolita explained.

" Well dear dong today I have taken a special leave to improve our relationship. I know I was wrong. But don't be this long, dear. I promise not to repeat it again" Gatot promised.

" You didn't say from yesterday you were going on vacation. You also usually take leave also to go up the mountain or camping with your office friends. Tumben is very on leave there is no reason" said Lolita quipped Gatot.

" Yes because I feel guilty about you. There is rarely time for you. While you are busy working for your family and my family. It is appropriate that I also manage you" Gatot told me.

" I used to love asking for your free time. And you always give me a lot of reasons. Now it's my turn to get busy and effort. Do you want me to have time for you too?! Hemmmmm.. is too hypocritical yes" said Lolita alluding Gatot.

" Yes sorry I am always busy with the world and my affairs without involving you. I know I shouldn't be. But I love and love you. I don't want us to fight anymore because of trivial problems or lack of communication" Gatot said with tears.

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When Lolita saw Gatot shed tears there was a little pity in her mind. But if you remember the treatment of Gatot at home his mother makes Lolita like numb to Gatot.