
| what should I tell him |
" i...
rose looks nervous when she is asked by Brayen about her love.
brayen realized that Rose must hate him so much, he couldn't possibly love a man like him.
" if you can't answer my question..
" you don't have to answer..
" but." rose wanted to talk
brayen held his hand.
then Rose looked at Brayen's face sadly, brayen was seen shaking her head slowly.
" if you can't answer it, then I won't force you" said the weak brayen
| although I expected that, I have no right to force you. |
brayen carefully, released his grasp, from Rose's hand.
brayen, weakly trying to pick up the book left by his sister.
seeing this, Rose panicked and tried to stop Brayen.
" what do you want, Ray? " ask rose in panic
with a stingy and limp breath, Brayen tried to get up from his bed.
' huh...huh..
" stop!!.....
" if you need anything, you can ask me for help, Ray" said Rose
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I regretted asking him to come back to me, when I was getting weak.
my condition is bad enough, this body has not been able to withstand such a large mana for many years.
but I am a selfish and greedy man, I want to be by his side even for a little while.
I want to fix everything with the rest of the time I have, I'll expose all the rottenness of the queen mother.
I tried to stand up, because I had to take Raisya's diary.
" ray? " tanyanya gently.
" i.want to take something...
I said weakly, still trying to stand up.
" please lie down. "
rose asked me to lie down, maybe she was worried about seeing my weak condition.
" no.it is stored in a room.......
the room can only be opened by me. "my words limp .
the diary, stored in a room in my room, could not be opened by anyone.
the room can only be opened by me, using a little mana in my body.
| although it will be very painful, if I take out the mana in my body.but, this pain is not comparable to the suffering of rose all this time. | I thought.
I tried to get up again, with great difficulty.
" ray, let me help you. "
rose swiftly held my hand, she helped me who had difficulty standing up.
this is the first time Rose has held my hand warmly.
if only I had not been fooled by that magic, I would have grasped his hand like this warmly.
I have no right to feel this, I have hurt her.
" i don't deserve to be pitied by you Rose....
I said as I walked up the stairs, towards the room.
" stop talking "say rose firmly.
| ray, I never pity you, this is definitely my own instinct asking for it. | thought rose
I am now right in front of the door of the room in question, there is a stone, I have to use my mana to open the door.
" you.can release me....
" all right....
I began to focus my thoughts, so that the opening magic I had did not drain a lot of mana.
blue light started coming out of my hands, my body started to feel pain, my head started to get dizzy, it was a result of where I got out.
" magic? ..." said rose in shock.
rose didn't know that I could use magic.
that is indeed true, since I rarely use magic, when I use magic, the mana sealed in my heart will react.
this is the 5th time I have used magic with my mana.
first, I used magic to allay my grief from my mother's passing.
the second one, I used magic to look for rose, because at that time Taran was unable to look for it just by relying on his ability.
back then, I had already guessed that which seal was inside my body had already started to crack.
but, I don't care about it.....
fourth, I used magic to hide my sister's diary.
that little granny would've taken it if she knew that my sister's diary was in my hands.
the fifth, which is now, I opened the secret door with my magic.
unlike other witches, they could use their magic according to where they had, because their mana was and was on par with their respective strength.
different from me, because where this is very large, where mine should not be used carelessly, because if this mana leaked.
it will then invite the black magicians, who are still alive.
they were very much after this mana, hence the former palace magician, sealing it.
I know the risks that would occur if the sealed mana was taken by the black magician.
" ray? " ask rose again.
the door opened, after I channeled a little mana.
" i. can use magic with which I "answer me limp..
after I finished using magic, it felt like my heart was burning more and more, it signified that my mana was spreading all over the body.
" what did you say? " ask rose angry.
" you're not aware of your condition" Rose was once again angry.
" i.no matter...
" haa....
I felt my body hot and my head was dizzy, my nose suddenly let out a thick red liquid.
" and ray!!!! you're....
" you're bleeding from your nose....
rose looked more panicked, she rushed up to me. She put her hand on my chest, as I looked sickly and pale .
I quickly grabbed his hand.
" do I have to call someone? "
rose asked if she should call someone, but I told her not to call anyone and to stay by my side.
I leaned my head against his shoulder, as I grimaced in pain and limp.
" ray, the longer your condition gets worse, you need a healer !! "
" no.. Stay like this for a while.....
" i think I'll be fine if it's like this for a second...
" ray?....
rose looked even more worried, although my gaze was blurry, I saw her face anxious.
" please.help me get inside....
" all right ray....
I went into that room.
" i.must take the book.....
" what book do you mean Ray? " ask rose
" you.will know rose later....
I took out Raisya's diary, which I hid among the books that were there.
after I picked it up, I walked out of the secret room.
and back to my bed.
" actually, what's in the book? " ask rose.
before that, I have to tell rose, that the count is not her father, she will definitely get sadder.
even so he should know, maybe he has another family that can provide happiness for him.
" before that.
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I don't know, what's in Raisya's daughter's diary, so brayen tries hard to retrieve the book, even though the situation is very bad.
" what do you want to tell me? " take a question to brayen
" shadow keeper.ku...investigate all about you and the count....
" there's something you should know." said brayen halted.
my feelings are starting to feel bad.
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SERIATE............
DON'T FORGET THE LIKES AND COMMENS
LET SPIRIT....
SEE YOU NEXT CHAPTER......