I Don't Have to Have You
Contrition

After his encounter with Annisa, Anggita continues to be haunted by feelings of unease. Anggita can not determine the attitude between continuing his revenge or following the advice of Anggita. His desire to destroy the Fani family is hampered. The words Annisa had spoken to her were like a sharp knife piercing her heart. The more he remembered, the more exposed he was. Annisa is confused about where to start all her activities from. Avoiding the chaos of his heart, Anggita swiped his mother in prison. Lydia met her daughter who had not dabbled in her for a long time.

"Womens...What's wrong with you, boy? why did you turn out like this?!" ask Lydia to her daughter.

"I'm sorry, Mom! Aggita just came to visit mom today".

"G anything dear. But what happened to you?!"

"hiks hyks hyks! anggita's life is ruined, Mom! Think of it like a carcass that is scattered in the garbage disposal, animals are not willing to see it. I think we've gone too far, Mom. I remember Ronald Anggita's friend who loved me so much and was willing to do anything for me? no longer caring about Furqan, Anggi again approached Ronald who was loyal to Anggita. Ronald greeted me with love, until the first thing we did was repeated. I think he's still like before. I wanted to use his love to avenge my family's Aunt Fani, but he wasn't what he used to be. After I followed her wishes, she and Soni set me up by telling someone to do something disgusting to me. Anggi can't do anything, Mom!"

"Why did you step in without asking mother first, Anggi?! what do you get now? the destruction of Anggi, the destruction of. I'm disappointed in you!" lidia.

Hearing her mother's words, Anggita felt guilty.

"Go home, calm yourself! remember mom's message, don't act rashly before asking mommy questions".

Lydia was disappointed in her daughter. Her tears could not stand it. In his heart he screamed at Anggita's story. Let's go home with mixed feelings. The guilt of his mother haunted him. Meanwhile, Lydia, sitting pensively imagining her daughter's fate ahead.

It's all my fault. Forgive me, Anggi! mom has ruined your life.mom is forcing things on you too much. I shouldn't have forced you to marry Furqan.

Lydia could only lament her mistake. Then, Lydia closed her eyes and took a deep breath.

After swiping his mother, Anggita did not go straight home. He stopped at the city park. Let us sit alone and reflect on the journey of his life.

Am I wrong to fight for my love for her? why am I the one who has to go through this bad thing? mom's in jail, I lost my happiness. Is this karma for me?!

Instantly a drop of dew soaked his cheek. An inaudible but very heart-wrenching cry from the owner of the tears. Because the feeling was very deep, Anggita did not realize if there was someone watching him since he was in the city park. The handsome man approached Anggita.

"Hi...!" greet the man.

Aggita did not answer his greeting. Once again he greeted Anggita, but still there was no response from the wounded virgin. The man chose to sit next to Anggita and surprised Anggita. Aggita immediately reacted to distance himself from the man.

"No need to worry, I'm gonna fuck with you. I'm just a little distracted by your circumstances. Can I help you?" ask the man.

Hearing the man's question, immediately Anggita's tears poured over the flowing river water. Although he did not make a sound when crying, but his body movements could not be resisted.

"I'm sorry if my question bothers you! I just want to make sure you're okay".

Anggita tries to control himself, because the man next to him has good faith in him. At least, he had someone to listen to. Aggita also raised his face and saw the man even if only for a moment.

"Sorry.So I got carried away, so g cares about you".

"g anything. I see you are very sad. That's why I'm approaching you. You're doing okay, right? You can tell me if there's a problem, maybe I can help you!"

"I'm ashamed to tell my problems. If I tell you, you will think badly, even you will be disgusted by me.

"Is that how you changed?!" ask Anggita.

"It was very difficult at first but with sincere intention I got through it. If I hadn't met him, I might have been imprisoned or killed by the people who were vengeful to me. She was a cute and beautiful woman who seduced me and wanted to be indecent to her, but instead she dropped my mentality and virility. If I remember, it's embarrassing but it brings me good luck".the story with a smile recalls the events of his past.

Anggita laughed when she heard Deni's story. For some reason, Anggita felt comfortable chatting with Deni. He felt Deni the right person to confide in.

Before Deni continued his conversation, he introduced himself to Anggita.

"Oh yeah.we haven't met. It's been a long time I've spoken, but I don't know your name".

"Womens!"

"A pretty name as pretty as the person. In vain to be a beautiful woman if moody, sad and languishing. You don't want to know my name?". joked Deni.

Aggita was amused by Deni's jokes. His life burden seemed to disappear in an instant. Just now Anggita want name, Deni has already mentioned his name.

"Me, Deni. Hope you like my name!"

"Ha ha ha, is your name eatable?!" ask Anggita while laughing.

"Can, if you want! but it has to be my wife first".Deni joked again.

Aggita was embarrassed by Deni's joke just now. Angita is back silent.

"Don't be angry, just kidding. How are you feeling, srkarang?" ask Deni.

"Thank you for comforting me. If you're coming, I don't know what to do. I feel like I can do nothing for myself". Anggita replied as she lowered her head.

"Life is a choice. Our choice must be right if we want to be happy. Everyone has a past, a time when we are worthless to no one. But with a word of regret, it will make us more valuable than ever. A good man is not because he never makes a mistake, but a good man is one who has done something wrong like us and then regrets it. We must make that mistake a whip to change our lives for the better. Although regret always comes later, but the results are always the best". Deni is clearly full of meaning.

"Are you here often?" ask Anggita.

"Yes! I come here often. This is where I look at everything. This is where I chose the right path for my life. If the plants in this garden could talk, maybe they'd throw me out for a crime I did. God's creation is never wrong. When we are worried, these plants entertain us. They complement our lives with their beauty".

"Thank you for comforting me. At least I can be a little calm and have friends.

"If you can think calmly, I can leave now. We'll see you again!" Deni left Anggita.

Anggita screams asking when Deni will go to the park again, but Deni does not hear his voice. Anggita also smiled to himself considering the moment of his meeting with Deni. I left the park feeling better. He can make choices for his life.

*Whatever bad we are, God always gives us a chance to change*