I Am Not Cruel Girl
Message from Someone

The black net of the girl who had been closed, now opened slowly when she felt the presence of someone who was very familiar just arrived at her place. Just from her scent and footsteps, the girl knew who she was. The man's face was flat with eyes now staring at him. Yara immediately closed her eyes again, not wanting to be disturbed.

"Gue knows you're just pretending to be asleep," he said, which immediately made the girl open her eyes. "Lo must have been upset about the anniversary yesterday. Sora." Only that annoying word managed to come out of his mouth with an expression without regret though. Yeah, that's that simple.

Yara turned her face away. Today he looks fucked. His face was pale, not as fresh and not as cheerful as usual. Ezio can catch the girl's wry smile which then laughs blandly. "Who, is it common, you must be happy, are you the same?" the insinuation is fed up more towards being disappointed. Ezio frowned, not usually the girl said like this. Though usually Yara will protest, chattering while demanding her.

"Lo's really angry, huh?" Ezio knew he was stupid to ask that. Yara was angry in a different way, but Ezio never knew she was tired. Yara is tired of being a woman who chases instead of being pursued by men. Yara is tired of being the third person between her own boyfriend's relationship with others as if she were the actor.

Yara looked at Ezio flat a little nanar, while Ezio no longer cared about the girl's gaze. He shakes his shoulders no matter what, preferring to pick up the tray of food on the table. "Now you eat," he said while offering a spoonful of porridge.

"No, no interest." Yara shook her head weakly. After all he knew Ezio didn't really care for him, Ezio was here for sure just because Sekar asked for it.

"Eat, Ra."

"Ngapain anyway? No! I'll be nauseous, Zi!"

"That's three days of not eating!"

"Why don't you take care of me, I don't need you, Zi." Ezio fell silent at Yara's refusal. But for a moment, he didn't care.

"Eat, Ra." Ezio again thrust a spoonful of food at him.

"I don't want to! If I say I don't want to!" he refused like a child. Her tears were now slowly descending without being ordered. The girl who used to always look strong by torturing others is now crying. She's that crybaby. And Yara hates herself crying, especially in front of Ezio.

Ezio was shocked. During this one year, he had never seen the cruel girl cry. He thought that Yara was a heartless girl. Yara immediately turned her face away and wiped her tears, not wanting to look weak. But, somehow his tears kept coming out with a sob that he could never bear.

Ezio sits himself on the side of the girl who is still his girlfriend status. Unknowingly, he grabbed Yara's head on her chest, grabbed her and stroked her head and shoulders. Yara according while sobbing. Ezio does not know why he did that, which must be his chaotic feelings when he saw Yara crying, but on the other hand also comfortable because it can hold Yara. He knew he hated Yara.

Though also usually Ezio will be cold and say rude.

After some time, Yara let go of their embrace. Rubbing her tears. There was a feeling of awkwardness between the two. Yara's heartbeat was still as tight when she first met Ezio. Stupid, even though he has been hurt many times, but why does he still like it too?

"Now eat first, Ra. Mama you must be happy if you see you're healthy." Ezio smiled sincerely, feeding a spoonful of rice. Yara who was devastated accepted it without rejection.

After successfully making Yara eat and take medicine, Ezio put her to sleep. He saw the calm face fall asleep and removed some of the mischievous hair that was blocking Yara's face. One year dating the girl, he just realized Yara is beautiful just covered by her demonic attitude.

Ezio shook his head. No, Yara is still Yara who in her eyes is still a girl of demonic character. Yara and Sekar, in her eyes more beautiful Sekar. Yara is just a stupid girl who when compared to Sekar who is smart, nothing.

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Since childhood, Yara has been used to living a luxurious life, everything she can buy right now if she wants. Since childhood too, Yara has been accustomed to getting harsh treatment from her papa which makes her a violent demon figure, likes to bully everyone if her will is not obeyed.

Of all the wills, only warmth and togetherness that Yara never got since her mother was sick. The thing that makes him have to look for affection from others, such as Ezio. He just wants to be loved, not looked at with disdain by everyone because of his demonic behavior.

However, all of that ran aground when he was dating Ezio. A year with Ezio, he thought it would be fun, but he realized love could not be bought with money. He knew something could not be forced.

"Suph ...." He breathed, looking up at the night sky. Ever since he cried in front of Ezio that day, Ezio never came back to his house again. The thing that made him more convinced that Ezio came at that time was only because of Sekar's will. Or maybe Ezio didn't come because he was disgusted to see her cry?

"Stupid bangettt, Ra! Why are you crying!" He laughed crisply while shaking his head. Yara did not like to cry, although sometimes she suddenly cried without cause and without will. To her crying would make her look weak.

The night wind rubs the white chick. Yara looked at the stars. A routine that he always did with his mother in childhood. He stared at the necklace his mother gave him. He promised that if his mother was gone, he would change. "Goodbye, Ma."

Ting! Suddenly a notification of a flat object messed up his daydream. The message from someone managed to leave him stunned.

Message:

You still don't believe it?

Klo you want to tw something, come to Cafe Litchi skrg, I'll wait

06.35

Yara stunned. He just remembered the audio recording he gave a few weeks ago that he could not believe. Without waiting for more time, the girl immediately rushed to change her clothes and look for a driver to drive her to Cafe Litchi.

It did not take long, the girl had already arrived at the cafe in question. Cafe with a modern design that has transparent glass. Yara looked to her right and left, not finding the whereabouts of the person who had contacted her.

Until from outside here, the netraya find someone who is not a stranger is joking with his friends. Her footsteps involuntarily led her towards the man. Until the man's words that he accidentally heard made him stiff.

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A/N

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