Forgive Me My Wife
Let go of me

The next day after dawn prayers, Rima bailed home and promised to come back later in the afternoon. Abdul also said goodbye, only still reluctant to say hello to Bima even though he had not breathed another flash of hostility from his eyes, he only spoke to Viona and her grandson and then came out of there.

“Mas also come home, sleepless overnight to look after Nara. Why don't you wake me up for a spin?”

“You slept very well, I didn't till the heart woke up.” Bima rubbed Viona's cheeks gently. “See, after a good rest, now your face is not as pale as yesterday. I'll be home for a little while to take a shower and change clothes. I'm working on fast.”

“Not to rush, Mas. Nara fever has also started to fall, we can be calmer, go.” Viona commented with a grateful smile.

Before moving home Bima kissed Nara who is now sleeping soundly after a night of almost three hours fussy and restless. Bima patiently guarding it until about four in the morning Nara returned completely seduced by drowsiness and gave up in a deep manner.

At seven o'clock in the morning Juna came again to the hospital to coincide with Bima who also just returned after cleaning himself in the apartment. Juna threw a spiteful gaze when he found Bima coming down from the car, while Bima replied to him casually making Juna growled.

Both of them carry a paper bag in hand containing breakfast menu for Viona, while food for Nara has been provided from the hospital under the supervision of a nutritionist.

Juna went in and out first not caring about Bima. He half ran and opened the door to Nara's treatment room. In there Viona was persuading the fussy Nara for not eating her breakfast.

“Vi, this is breakfast for you. Rice uduk your favorite.” Juna put the knuckle he carried onto the wooden table near a set of sofas in the room.

“Still,” replied Viona briefly and only glanced at a glance when Juna came. He refocused on his unfeeling son and began to cry.

“Kan want to take medicine so that the spit is healed, eat first yes, Nak.”

Nara clenched her mouth tightly as she shook her head refusing the food her mother had offered. Viona did not give up, spoke softly and persuaded the child to eat.

Juna took the initiative, volunteering to feed. Again Nara shook her head and now even more crying. The effect of his uncomfortable body from the pain made the boy sulk incessantly.

“No want... want Daddy, want Dad...” whine again. Indeed, since waking up half an hour ago Nara kept asking where her father when he did not find Bima when he opened his eyes.

“Kan Papi will also be his father Nara.” Juna started to insist. “Yuk with Papi. Juna coax half force.”

“Juna!” sergeant Viona with a look of dislike because impressed to force Nara. He wanted to argue, but Viona did not want to ruin the atmosphere in the morning especially Nara to watch. If there are too many feuds in front of Nara, he is afraid of having a bad impact on the psychic of the baby.

Not long after Bima followed in. He immediately approached his sulking son and interrupted Juna who was standing beside Viona with an involuntary movement that created a distance between Viona and Juna.

“Hey, Beautiful Son Dad is awake.” Bima rubbed Nara's hair, making Juna even more fed up.

The boy inching wanted to move into Bima's lap and immediately coiled spoiled on the father's sturdy arm.

“This, Nara does not want to eat Mas,” complained Viona who began to be overwhelmed.

“Makannya bribed with Daddy want ya? Later the bobonya is hugged again.” Bima persuaded the boy who was sulking in her lap. Nara nodded and started to stop crying.

Juna felt his position increasingly shifted to the edge of the abyss, he was alert and called out to himself to quickly take action.

“Vi, we have to talk!” juna said with tightened jaws because he was desperately holding the fire in his head.

Bima understands that Viona wants to solve her problem with Juna mumpung no chance, although tucked in unwillingness, but now is not the time to be selfish.

“You two talk, hopefully you can be mature, Juna,” said Bima.

“Cih, don't be pretentious to patronize. Besides why would you ask permission from all the same, Vi? He is not who you are and has no legitimate ties with you!” Juna exclaimed in emotion.

“Jaga sikpamu Juna, there is Nara here. You are the same, there is no legitimate bond between us. We're talking outside, now!” Viona bent her face and immediately went out.

They went to the hospital's side garden and looked for a seat. Juna shook himself beside Viona and grabbed her hand.

“Sorry Vi, are you angry about my attitude? I'm just jealous." Juna began to lower his tone, all the way to the park Viona did not make any sound or look at him.

With a subtle movement Viona pulled her hand from Juna's grasp, shifting her sitting position to create a distance between them.

Viona looked straight at Juna, her face flat. “Why are you lying?” viona asked suddenly without feeling stale.

“Ber-lying? What does Vi mean?" Honestly, Juna was surprised by Viona's words that gushed just like that.

Viona took out the phone from her shirt pocket and started playing the recording of the conversation between Juna and Bima.

Juna rounded his eyes, he was about to grab the phone in Viona's hand, but deftly the little woman twitched and now stood a meter away in front of Juna.

“You told me to go out of town? But in fact you're hiding in an apartment! Why avoid me?"

“How dare the ex-con record talks without permission!” Juna kicked down the chair he was sitting in and stood closer.

“Don't feel more holy, you also sent people to watch over and tail me without my permission? Indirectly you have imprisoned me without handcuffs and bars!” The anger in Viona also ignited, Juna not confessing but instead making Bima as a scapegoat.

“And also about the engagement decision, why don't you discuss it with me first and instead talk to my father directly? Is my opinion not important at all? I'm not something you can manage as you please!" Viona half-screamed, trying to muffle her overcrowded chest.

“Bu-not so Vi. Please don't be angry, I did all that because I love you so much. I'm afraid of your disappearance.” Juna again tried to grab Viona's hand, her face was so frustrated, her tone was comforting.

Closing her eyes for a moment, Viona tried to get rid of the various emotions that were raging in her mind, She looked back at Juna and this time let her hands be grasped.

“Juna, I want to apologize, it might hurt, but I can't go ahead with our engagement plans. As you know, all I love is Mas Bima, even though you often say you are stupid because of it. I choose to be honest with you because I do not want to live my life in a lie, what I and Nara need is Mas Bima. Thank you for everything you've done for me and Nara, I won't forget that. But your future isn't with me Juna, I don't think it can be forced. I'm sorry.” Viona tried to speak in a low and gentle tone, hoping that Juna could accept with an airy heart.

Juna shook his head slowly, his breathing irregularly, unwilling to accept the reality presented before him. “Do not, do not apologize. I don't need your apologies, all I want is you Vi, not your apologies!” Juna exclaims high blinded obsession.

“Juna.” Viona clasped Juna's hand back and squeezed him gently.

"Please Jun, let me go. Don't be like this, after all, your mother doesn't want me to be a part of your family. There is no reason to continue all this, please understand. You're a good person, I believe other happiness awaits you but certainly not with me. Release me, for our common good. Be the adult Juna. Excuse me. “

Viona unraveled her grasp, stepping away from there, leaving Juna still staring with a pushy gaze.