Forced to marry her
31. regrets and tears

around four in the afternoon the kafka had arrived at the raffa house to pick up iffa.

kafka's heart is now calm and no longer awkward if you meet diandra.

"dra, I want to say '" he said flat.

diandra turned her head and stood up after hearing the kafka's invitation.

approaching the kafka and invite him to chat on the front porch of the house.

"what's wrong?" ask diandra

"i just want to apologize to you" she replied.

"for..?"

"maybe all this time I've been hurting you.I'm selfish, I never think about your feelings and raffa feelings.I'm more concerned with my ego than your feelings.really you say if love should not have." sahut shirih and samar.kafka looks sorry with his attitude that kamaren yesterday.

"what do you want to say, say it!" reply diandra friendly.

"yes, I just found out that raffa has the disease.I used to hate him so much because he always won from me, papa and mama love him so much.I think it's because they don't care about me, because they don't care about me,turns out I misjudged them.I regret, I feel, I'm the most stupid person in the world.I don't even know what my brother's been through all this time." said kafka grieving.his eyes were glassy,like the sky holding rain water, he breathed a long breath while looking up his gaze.

"don't blame yourself, maybe we have a lot wrong, but we shouldn't punish ourselves, all we need to do is fix ourselves.I'm sorry too ,because I have made your heart tormented, forgive me, if I were not present in your life, maybe it would not be like this."diandra cryptra cried and always blamed herself with what happened all this time.didandra wiped her tears and tried to hold her back.

"you're innocent, I made everything runyam.diandra, promise me, you'll always take care of raffa.don't let him get discouraged.I'll try to forget you,I will surrender you completely to raffa.your love for him is so great.I salute you.promise me you will always be loyal to him, no matter what happens you will always be there for him."kafka said crying.now his tears fell like the river flowing so fast.

diandra nodded and was unable to say any more words, her chest felt tight to hold back her cries and her breathing was severed.

only sobs could be heard clearly filling the room.

diandra wiped her tears and began to regurgitate her breath as well as the kafka.

they went back inside the house.

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they did not realize that a pair of ears were listening to their conversation.

raffa heard clearly every word spoken from the lips of Kafka and his wife.

raffa's heart was very hurt and sick to hear their chat.did not expect if all this time he had taken diandra from kafka.

he regretted, but whatever the power of rice has become porridge.

raffa went back upstairs before they went inside the house.

in the room raffa can only cry and regret.realya all this time he has made the heart kafka hurt.if time can be turned back, he will never make the heart kafka hurt, he will never make the heart kafka hurt,he will let kafka marry diandra, but that is regret always comes too late.

maybe now raffa has found the answer, what he must do to make up for all his mistakes so far. Before raffa goes away for good, raffa wants to make life diandra happy.

that's the goal now.

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kafka and diandra returned to meet iffa in front of the tv.

"iffa, let's go home." said kafka hoarse.

"yes sister, what brother had wept." asked iffa hesitated.iffa looked at the face of the kafka and moved to look at the face of diandra.

"sister, what's going on?" ask again.

"you little boy know what."kafka javan dodged.

"but...."

"had gone home, mama must have been waiting for it." so diandra cut off the speech iffa. kafka and diandra tried to hide it from iffa.

"alright." replied iffa lethargic.

iffa and kafka went out and left the raffa house.

diandra came in after driving them to the terrace.

he fell limp and helpless, dropping his body on the floor.

his tears were breaking more and more he could not bear it anymore .

"forgive me, forgive me. I've been too mean to you" he said softly.

nearly half an hour of crying dandra drooped on the floor.

kafka came and embraced it.

diandra looked up, she looked at her husband's face.

dandra hugged her husband tightly.

"forgive me brother, I've made you hurt." said a raspy and vague dindra.

"don't blame yourself, I've heard it all" said raffa softly.

diandra hugged her husband tightly and broke her tears.

"forgive me brother." he said again.

raffa carried the slender body of his wife.

although now his health is unstable, but raffa is still able to carry his wife up to the second floor.

raffa sat his wife down on the couch in the corner.

hugging him tightly and rubbing his hair gently.sometimes raffa kissed his wife's forehead.

that is the adult attitude shown raffa to his wife.treat his wife like a queen in the household.

"don't cry, if you keep crying, I'll punish you" said raffa trying to make the atmosphere not stiff, but diandra still crying.finally raffa kissed his wife's lips soft and soft

diandra began to ease her cries, let go of her embrace and looked at her husband's face.

"sister, did you eavesdrop?" ask diandra rasping.

"yes, I already know everything." replied kafka lirih.

"what brother is angry with me, what brother will kill kafka."sanya worried.

because raffa promised to kill anyone who made Diandra's heart hurt.

"i'm probably going to scold a girl as beautiful as you.If my sister, she's innocent, I'm guilty, I'm the one who snatched you from her." she said slowly and then hugged his wife back.

raffa always thinks of adults.

he would not have taken any dangerous steps.

verily raffa's heart was very wounded to hear his sister's confession.but he was content to hide his wound.he did not want to make the heart of diandra more guilty.during this life diandra already suffered.raffa did not want to make his wife's life more suffering again.

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kafka had reached home, he just entered without greeting his mother.

he ran a little and entered the room.

remove all the attributes attached to his body and enter the bathroom.

shuffling his head and his whole body under the shower.

he released all his fatigue and burden of life under the water flowing from the shower.

hope all will return to normal.he will try to forget everything for the happiness of diandra and raffa.

that's all he can do for now, he doesn't want to be more sorry than at this time, because kafka just found out if raffa life will not be long.

mama was astonished by the unusual attitude of the kafka.

iffa sat next to her while leaning her head against a mountain of chairs.

"honey, what's the matter with your sister." wondered the curious mama.

"i don't know ma, it looks like they have a problem.So afternoon raffa was a little upset with me, then last afternoon brother diandra same kak kafka as out crying.elah, the problem of parents is always complicated and troublesome."answer iffa lethargic.

mama simply nodded without answering a word.

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