Damar (Not) For Wulan
My feelings

"Selena." Wulan who regained her senses, released her hand from my grip.

"I'm sorry to interrupt, I'm going to the kitchen first." The girl immediately ran away from us.

"Because of you, he's misunderstood us."

"Misunderstand? Do you know what Selena is thinking? Great yeah, can read people's minds." I intentionally wanted to see his reaction.

"So we were, like-" Wulan hung up on her.

"Ah, male. I want to sleep, shrimp drowsy," he said again.

"Wait a minute, so what's the job? Three days open, if you don't want to, let me find someone else. But, remember that condition."

"Tomorrow, I think about it. If the conditions are cheek in front of your family, I'm ashamed. Housewives alone should not indulge in public intimacy. Moreover, we have no relationship."

"We're engaged, Lan." I don't know why the tone of the voice outwards is higher than usual.

"It's just in people's eyes, while we don't want it."

"Eum, you really. But, the terms of me must be fulfilled if you want to work again."

"Tomorrow I think again, I sleep first." He stepped gontai, his shoulders squeezing with a sigh.

I better go back to the room. The stomach is filled and the eyes are sleepy again. I saw someone sitting at the top of the stairs, smiling broadly every now and then raising his eyebrows.

"Ngapain Elu is here? Instead of sleeping, sit like people have no work." I flapped his leg.

"Look off, Mom! You're really rude. I wait for you guys, if you two do pervert at home, I immediately shouted. But thank goodness you both want to sleep."

"But no, you're wearing it! Why am I doing that? Get on with you, Cell." I cursed this girl. She thought her brother this one was that low.

"Well, anything could happen. You two are getting closer. I can also see the radiance of the eyes of people who are kasmaran." He chuckles amusedly.

"Nonah, sleep there!" I passed Selena's body still sitting at the stairs.

"Mas, be honest. You're starting to like Sister Wulan, right? Sister Wulan also began to like Elu. Earlier, I had to see her cry after seeing Elu and what was the girl's name?"

"Lusty?" I'm not sure.

"Yes, Lusi. Brother Wulan was crying, his eyes were red. I think she's crying because of your engagement. It turned out, his gaze headed to Elu and Lusi alternately."

"What do you mean then? Why is he crying? You must be lying, Cell." I'm looking.

"He's starting to like Mas Damar. If you like it together, it's better to continue this relationship, brother."

"No way. We both agreed that we would not go on to marriage. Just limited engagement let Mami and Papi not bring." Not hypocritical, there is a love for Wulan. But, I'm still not one hundred percent sure what I feel like. You may like your friends, not your partner.

"Whatever, I'm lazy to give a look to Elu. I go to bed first, bye." The girl waved her hand, hurriedly stepping towards her room.

"If it's just talking, everybody knows. We both experienced it. There's a secret behind all this." I went back into the room. Trying to calm down so that the question that since a few days ago, never get an answer.

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Wulan POV

I don't think, why am I this weak? I'll never like it. I'll never love her, we'll never be destined to be together. I need to find someone I really like. Ever since I got a bad response from Riki, my love started to disappear over time.

Tonight, despite being in the room, I couldn't close my eyes. The terms of the damar doubt me. Not only the shame I would get, but also the ridicule from them. Time Yes refused to be betrothed, but, instead, kissed her. It's just cheeks, but, I don't think it's an ethical thing to do.

"Huk, uhuk." The sound of coughing distracted me, I saw Mom touching the left side of the bed.

"Lan, where are you?" call him in a hoarse voice.

"Why not sleep? What time is it?"

"It's going to sleep, Mom." I lay down on my left side.

Mother hugged me tightly, I recalled the past when we hugged each other at bedtime. A time when I was in trouble because my stomach wasn't full. Both my parents and I have experienced it. At that time, I had just entered junior high school. Maybe because of the hug and warmth from Mom, these eyes begin to heat up and shut themselves.

The next morning, my parents and I were ready to go back to the apartment. I was confused to decide the terms of Damar. The clock has shown the number eight, all the shipping items are still in the car, we just call Mr. Dadang to drive to the apartment. I told my parents to get in the car first.

"His room is there, Tan?" I saw them sitting in the living room.

"The room is still ready maybe, he said he wanted to go to the old coffee shop, after that just to campus."

"Owh, so. Where's selena?"

"For Sister Wulan, why don't you have breakfast together? Shame on me, huh?" Selena stood behind her back.

"Then why, Cell?"

"Overnight mas Damar same Kak Wulan being-,"

"Oh, it hurts." Suddenly Damar appeared and pinched Selena's cheek hard.

"Why are you two? It's been a storm early." The head of the family rebuked them. I don't care about both of them. I approached Damar's parents.

"Aante, Om. Wulan said yes. Play here again sometime."

"Yes, be careful, son!" I took turns shaking hands with them.

"I'll go home to the apartment first." I shook hands with him. I quickly kissed her cheek in front of everyone. Damar looked surprised because of my actions without cue.

"I've fulfilled the signal, bye," I whispered right in her earlobe.

"Wulan go home first." Half-run I left them. I heard Selena's voice chuckling and mocking Damar.

"Basic Selena. Don't know if it's the Masnya who gave me the conditions." I swear, this is embarrassing.

I got into the car, they were patiently waiting. Without waiting for a signal, this vehicle slid down the streets of the capital.

Almost an hour we were on our way, jammed into the streets of the capital. Ten minutes later we arrived at the apartment building.

"Pak Dadang, we ask for help to lift together to the top floor."

"No need, Mom! There is a special elevator to transport the goods of apartment dwellers." I gave them information they didn't know.

The three of us rushed into the elevator, Mr. Dadang single-handedly transporting the goods earlier. The three of us were waiting at the door of a special freight elevator. Let us take him into the apartment.

"Thank you sir, let the three of us take it in. You just go home! Thanks again." He nodded and went back down in the usual elevator.

"Weight as well, these items all in total must be tens of millions."

"Sell it if you want." I chimed in on Mom's words.

"About you, Lan. Where might I sell, this is yours. Your personal belongings, can be used if you play to Damar's house. Let your shirt not be that." Mom started babbling.

"Something's wrong with Wulan's clothes all this time? Wulan's comfortable making, Mom." I frowned as they began to notice my appearance.

"You're beautiful, Lan." The voice made the three of us take our eyes off.

"Damn, why is he here?" I'm scared, one problem isn't finished, another problem. When will my life be calm like this?