Casanova Dipinang Sholeha
Bonus Chapters

Raiyan sat by the lake with Ezar while fishing. They haven't been relaxing together like that for a long time. They are usually busy with their work. Raiyan looked different that day more silent than usual.

"Raiyan why?" ask Ezar.

"Bang, I'm confused again" Raiyan replied. Something was stirring his mind. But he was confused to tell Ezar.

"Why?" Ask Ezar. He wanted to know what his voice was feeling. Maybe he wants to share his story with her.

"Gue wants to be fooled, but confused to say the same Cala," replied Raiyan. All this time he and lost like close friends and relatives from since they were little. But losing sees it differently. He has more feelings for Raiyan. That was what made Raiyan feel awkward when he was with her.

"Oh, what's the matter, why?" Ezar already knows the plan of Luki and Humaira who will match Raiyan with the child of the owner of the boarding school but Raiyan did not feel good to tell Cala about it.

"Abang will know Cala likes me, but we are brothers, which may be together," replied Raiyan. He and Cala are cousins together but Raiyan can't bear it if Cala finds out he's going to be betrothed. His feelings will be broken and heartbroken.

"Yes the hell you really are, where maybe you guys together are better off looking for each other's soul mates" said Ezar. He knows Raiyan and Cala are unlikely to be together because they have a blood relationship but his togetherness since childhood makes Cala like Raihan. It makes Raiyan not happy if he leaves Cala.

Raiyan. He didn't know what to do to solve the problem. If truth be told Cala must have been hurt but if not where is possible they would have kept it that way.

"Honestly the same Cala. Likes not like she has to accept this reality. Learn to live without you" suggested Ezar. Not her but all this for the good of both of them. There's no way they're getting married. There is a blood bond that is impossible to break.

"Don't know every day Cala clings to me, how I can be honest with him, even to be close to other women is difficult" said Raiyan. All this time he had never been close to any woman as Cala kept clinging to him.

"If I think you should be firm. Your forever is like this. Your life must go on. Have someone who will accompany you for the rest of your life and your little family" Ezar said. It can't be forever that Raiyan lets Cala stick and rely on her.

"Yes Bang, but how do you convey it so that Cala is not hurt?" ask Raiyan. He was afraid Cala would be hurt and desperate for what Raiyan said.

"Raiyan, your relationship with Cala is starting to get unhealthy. More called possessive. Though you are not lovers but brothers" said Ezar reminded. Raiyan and Cala's relationship began to be unhealthy and lead to their respective self-regulation.

"Yes I know, that's why I agreed to be betrothed to let Cala leave me and move on" Raiyan replied. He hopes Cala will be willing to leave him and move on to find another partner.

"Amin, but it must be hard. You guys together from childhood. You're like Cala's nanny where it's easy for her without you" Ezar said. He knows what Cala is like to Raiyan. It's like an employer and a nanny.

"Whatever the risk is you need to talk to Cala. Want him to be angry or upset at you no problem. The important thing is that you're being honest, rather than lying to him for life by being around him" replied Ezar. He wants Raiyan to say everything has to affect his closeness with Cala. It doesn't matter if Cala is angry it's natural.

Raiyan. Could he have said all that to Cala.

"Better Cala cry now than later. He must open his eyes if you are his brother" said Ezar.

"Yes you're right. Better to be sick now than later" said Raiyan. He thinks Ezar's advice has a point. He had to tell Cala even if it was painful.

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Raiyan sat in the living room with Luki and Humaira. Raiyan's sister Nara Alfanisa is studying abroad. Stay Raiyan who is at home accompany Luki and Humaira. Fortunately Raiyan is a good and devoted child. He was always at home and accompanied moments together like this.

"Raiyan, Abi thinks you and Cala shouldn't get too close. Abi is worried that you will fall in love when you are brothers" said Luki. He had long seen the closeness of Cala and Raiyan. And feel that closeness is unnatural.

"Iya Umi also thinks like Abi. Not to let you get close to Cala but now you're all grown up. You're gonna marry Cala, too. If you stay together is not good for your relationship and your partner later," Humaira added. Not only Luki, Humaira also felt the closeness of Raiyan and Cala should not continue like that. Raiyan should have a partner as well as Cala. If they were that close, how could they have a partner.

"Iya Abi, Umi, Raiyan understand, that's why Raiyan will be at home for a few days so that Cala does not continue to be close to me" Raiyan replied. He'll lock himself in the house so he doesn't meet Cala.

"So I'm afraid you and Cala will get hurt if they continue. You are brothers cannot be together in the end" said Luki. He remembered the love story of Gavin-Humaira who ran aground because they were brothers as well as Raiyan. He didn't want his son to be heartbroken because it felt painful.

"Yes Bi, that's right. If you're not used to parting from now on. It will be more difficult later," Humaira added. He once felt the pain of his own heart when he separated from Gavin. He also did not want his son to experience the same thing with him.

"Yes Abi, Umi" Raiyan replied.

"Indeed will hurt at the beginning, uncomfortable and longing. But believe me this will be good for the future" Humaira said. He gave advice to his son.

Raiyan nodded. What Humaira said was true. Better to get sick later than later. Actually Raiyan did not like Cala but rather loved her as much as his sister. Unfortunately Cala misunderstood.