CARNATION (KIARA)
WHAT LESS ME?

"Mas Adrian, have you ever imagined what I'm feeling right now?"

Meira said that with both eyes looking sharply at Adrian who could now only be silent.

"Morning when I woke up and finished praying, my phone was very crowded with messages from my own friends, my friend, morning - morning I arrived at the call by one of my friends so that I immediately open social media."

Meira pauses for a moment to catch her breath, but Meira doesn't want to until Michelle learns everything that's going on right now.

"And as soon as I opened the phone, I saw you mas, and also Carnations of friends that I've believed all along, you guys are bad guys!"

Meira says it slowly but with great pressure.

"You know I threw my own cell phone at the wall and wished this was all a dream!"

Meira said this while showing her phone that had been crumpled dim she threw.

"And what makes me sick even more, you're having that *** in the room we used to honeymoon in when we couldn't get out of town."

"In the same room, in the same bed, you touch two different women, where is your heart Adrian?"

Meira hurt her heart when she said that, really this time Meira could no longer stop her crying.

"Ma, answer what exactly did Adrian think when Adrian brought Carnations into the room? Mas that room in my name mas, I bought that luxury hotel with my own sweat!"

Meira is again heartbroken when she remembers how before she was married, Meira sanga's career was good.

Some of the big jobs were under her power, which was why Meira could easily buy an old hotel that she eventually remodeled into a star hotel in the small town where they live now.

"And freely mas Adrian enter other women in the best."

After saying this, Meira cried again, what a bitter cry when Adrian listened to her.

"Say you name me, what are my shortcomings? what makes Adrian mas dissatisfied so adrian mas cheating with women who are below my level!"

"Anyelir was a widow bearing one mas, his face was also not at all beautiful, what Adrian mas took from him, so that the mas Adrian in the end had more lust with him."

After saying this, Meira fell silent, her memory re-exploring every event after event that had happened between them.

Adrian's repulsion when Meira asks him to have sex, Adrian's cold attitude to him, as well as strange little things that are now a bright spot why everything happens.

"Meira I was wrong yes I was wrong, you can hit me with all your might, but there are some things I want to tell you dear!"

"What else is Adrian, is Adrian's mas not enough to hurt Meira?"

In the midst of his cry that restrained Meira can now only say it to Adrian who as if - will not be given the opportunity to talk.

"Arrrrh, I am a stupid man!"

Adrian said that while hitting the table.

"Stop Adrian, or do you want Michelle to wake up and find out what we're doing right now?"

"Darling I beg you to forgive me, I beg you Meira."

Adrian with his last strength kept saying that to Meira.

"If I have to bow down many times in front of you, I will, I just want you to be able to forgive me."

Meira quickly shook her head.

"I'm sorry, but this time what Adrian did was too hurt, and in any part of the world there would be no woman who could easily accept an apology from an affair."

And in the end Adrian could sit languidly in the chair.

"At the moment Michelle doesn't know everything, but the digital trail can never be erased, I want to keep your good name in front of Michelle as much as I can, that's why I begged Adrian to leave this house."

Deg

Really Meira's words make Adrian jerked.

"You kicked me out of Meira?"

Meira quickly shook her head.

"I'm not throwing you out, I need time to be alone, my sadness, my disappointment with you will be hard to heal when every day I have to keep dealing with you."

"Please Adrian understand my position, why I kicked you out, this house, everything in this house does not belong to us, but everything belongs to Michelle, on behalf of Michelle, then what right do I have to expel you when I myself have no authority over everything anymore."

Adrian was pensive with all the things Meira had said, what Meira said was true, she shouldn't have to be prejudiced when Meira asked her to leave this house.

"Well Meira I respect your decision, I respect what you have decided, however much I have done wrong but in our domestic life."

"I shouldn't be selfish with me staying in this house, while you're still traumatized by my existence."

"Thank you Adrian, I hope we can work together on this, I'll tell Michelle that you're out of town on office, I will also move Michelle to home schooling only, because if she is still in public school, her mentality will definitely be disturbed, it could be that the teachers or the parents of the other students knew and sneered at Michelle."

"I don't want my son to experience what I've been through before, my past about papa's infidelity is enough to make me stick around until now."

Deg

At once Adrian also immediately remembered that Meira came from a wealthy family that was in a mess, his life was full of luxury, but the heart and everything was damaged, all of it happened due to the affair of the father.

And now Meira has to face it again from her own husband, really now Adrian does not know what to say to Meira anymore.

Her guilt was heightened when Adrian recalled story after story Meira while they were still dating.

"Me, I'm sorry."

"Go adrian mas, later all the clothes and whatever you need I'll ask aunt to deliver to the apartment."