Brutal Mafia And Geeky Girl
CHAPTER 19. I DON'T WANT TO GET HURT

"What keeps your eyes from staring at my face?" the baritone's voice sounded loud.

Dara commented on the smile on her red lips."I just want to see the handsome face of the man I love is that okay?"

Alex raised his face. Staring at Dara who was holding me to two palms to two sides of his face. He looked at Alex with a line of lips drawn upwards.

"Do you love me so much?" Alex asked in an unconvinced tone.

Dara nodded strongly."Yeah, I love you so much. Very very," replied Dara with a tone full of earnestness.

The amused smile on Alex's lips seemed to be imprinted. Alex puts Dragon's financial documents on the table. By giving the code through her index finger. Dara got up from the sofa and walked quickly to the man's desk. He stood with a face.

"Here sit!" Alex patted his hard thigh.

Dara looks shy cat sitting sideways on Alex's chest field. She shakes her face to Alex's shoulder. The smell of mint mixed with sweat just entered Dara's lungs. That geeky girl was so happy to be like this. Has their relationship made any progress? Dara feels there is an improvement in her and Alex's relationship.

"Did your feelings not change if one day you saw that scary side of me, Dara?" alex said with a heavy tone.

"Don't I see the scariest side of you, Lex?"

Alex nodded small. Dara Margaretha had indeed seen the dark side of her. But it seems like it is still very far away. There were still some sides that this geeky girl had yet to see clearly. Alex's hand moved around Dara's waist. Dara's head lifted, she smiled funny.

"Is it less?" ask Dara in a slow tone.

Alex's beautiful eye beads are intensely stared at. That sharp green netra looked so deep. As if there were a lot of puzzles in it.

"Like that," Alex responded in the end.

Dara. He wasn't too strong to keep staring at Alex's eagle netra. He was afraid of sinking too deep and getting further and further to the bottom. Until his feelings cannot be controlled. To be honest, Dara still remembered her logic was stronger than the heart. Because he didn't want himself and his heart to hurt the most than this guy.

"Then. Don't show that side too much. I'm also an ordinary man. I'm afraid I'm hurt, too, Alex!" the sound that Dara made was so slow and deep.

"You scared?"

"Yes. I'm afraid I'm hurt too deep. If I may, can I ask you not to hurt me. At least appreciate my feelings. The feeling of the woman who loves you. Sincerely," said Dara so honestly.

Whoa! Dara Margaretha is an interesting girl. He easily told the truth. Very honest. Alex was pensive as if thinking hard about what Dara said. Trying to understand Dara's words.

"I will help you escape the sexual perversion you are experiencing. As his consideration. This is the first time I've been in love. For twenty-three years I have lived. I never even thought of a man. Or related to men. I wanted my first experience of loving not to scratch a wound" Dara said bluntly.

His index finger is seen moving to touch Alex's chest field. Making a round pattern on Alex's chest. A smile formed on Alex Felton's lips.

"Then I'll work on it" Alex replied slowly.

Dara raised her gaze. And smiling brightly. He tried hard to petrify Alex and this man had to keep his promise. Not to hurt his heart. Let's hope this ruthless Mafia doesn't disavow his words.

...***...

"Why are you drinking during this hot day?" Juan speaking.

"You know it feels so empty here." Jenni pointed at his chest."I keep missing him. Very.." continued with a raucous tone.

Juan breathed heavily. Jenni's twin sister looks so in love with Zain.

"Forgot him, everything has happened. Destiny cannot be controlled by man. Humans are natural to come and go. If you're too deep in your pain. You're definitely gonna get worse, Jen!" juan's advice was gentle.

He hoped that the woman who was born before him would be able to release all the thorns in his chest. Jenni laughed cynically.

"You've never loved someone too deeply Juan. That's why you don't understand how I feel, my pain, and the emptiness that's in my chest. You know what you are!" Jenni said in a hoarse tone.

"Yes, I don't know how to love too deeply. For sure, if I were in your position. I will let go and continue to live my life. Because I know, she must wish you were happy without her. He must have been tormented to see you like that" Juan said, trying to open Jenni's mind.

The woman who looked drunk let out a frustrated sigh. Saying is easy. But not with it done.

...***...

"Tom!" exclaiming Mark approached Tom who was sitting on a round bench behind the firearm storage warehouse.

The man in black raised his gaze. Mark sat next to Tom.

"What's the matter young master?" ask Tom politely.

Mark looks very hesitant. Her lips opened and then closed again.

"That's..."

"Just say young master," cut Tom quickly.

"As for Tessa, I've been a long time. Not listening to Tessa. I also didn't dare ask Alex about her relationship with Tessa. What exactly made them separate?" in the end Mari Felton asked about this as well.

"This is not a problem that I can easily explain to the young master. It's good that young master Mark doesn't talk about this. Did you mention Tessa's name in front of Alex's boss. Because it will make the Boss's feeling worse," said Tom with a firm tone.

Mark stroked his lips slowly. Like him, he will never know about Alex and Tessa's problems.

"Yes, okay..." Mark nodded small.

...***...

...Srak!...

Curtains pulled to the side. Alex stared at the large painting on the wall that was covered with big curtains. A beautiful face with a stunning smile. Alex looked at Tessa in the face. That woman was a precious woman to him. You could say he loved Tessa very much. After Mark Felton there was the name Tessa Martin. The woman made her confident in many things. The shame! He hurt his heart deeply.

"You are precious to me. But why did you hurt me so badly in Tessa?" alex asked the big, dull-looking painting.

To the two sides of his jaw tightened. When his memory transmits to the past. Shadow which man is unharmed when the woman he loves and trusts so much makes love on an apartment bed he bought with his own best friend! Even the shadow of Tessa and Zain making love in her bed still feels real.

Tomorrow is Zain's wedding day with Jenni. Alex felt his head wanted to explode just then. But he refrained from hitting the jaw firmly Zain who sighed loudly on the pleasure he had never felt on the body of his lover.