BREATHE
thirty six's
seeing the twins' closeness to Leta made Devina shed her tears and she quickly wiped them off.
outside the twins' room..
dafin was standing in front of the twins room because he wanted to see Leta and the twins.
" well" said the twins facing the door, hearing that Leta and mama devina followed the twins' gaze.
" now the twins are booby already malem" said Leta while patting softly the twins thigh.
Finally the twins fell asleep soundly, Leta and mama devina went down
" the twins have gone to bed, Leta went home first" Leta said.
" this is malem Leta, stay here" said mama devina.
" no need to mah, Leta just go home" said Leta remained tight.
" well if that's what you want to let dafin deliver you, and this time there's no rejection" said mama devina without rejection.
" dafin, where are you going with these malems?" ask mama devina.
" get out for a while" Dafin said briefly.
" can you get between Leta and go home?" ask mama devina.
" well" said Dafin without thinking.
after saying that, Dafin was out waiting for Leta outside the car.
" sit in front" said the dafin who saw Leta who wanted to sit in the back.
on the way, only silence enveloped them, because Dafin could not hold his anger when Leta continued to shift his eyes when accidentally collided.until in the middle of the road dafin stopped his car and locked it
" was I so scary that you wouldn't look at me? " ask dafin coldly.
"answer me Leta ?" said Dafin who can no longer control himself.
" i'm so disgusting in your eyes! " cry dafin in Leta's face.
because not strong with the clash of Dafin Leta also dare himself to answer the question dafin.
" Yes you are so disgusting in my eyes, not only disgusting you are also an evil and very cruel man more cruel than Satan. where there is a father who has the heart to leave his son without a name for two years, where there is a father who turns his face when his son calls him, where there is a father who could abandon his son, where there is a father who would abandon his son, there is a father who does not want to admit his own son if not a stupid father. THE ONE WHO KNEW JUST MADE IT WITHOUT WANTING TO TAKE CARE OF IT!" the word Leta emphasizes the last sentence without emotion but is dafin
" if you end up abandoning your son so easily, why did you let him live in your house why don't you just throw him away at the foster beach"
" i don't think it's just Dirly who left you but your common sense is gone too" Leta said.
" open the door, I'll go home alone, I'm afraid you'll throw me away just like you threw away your son" Leta said,
" yes I admit I was a stupid dad to them, but do you know I want to be able to play with them, I want them to hug me, I want all that, too, but my guilt kept haunting me when I wanted to be close to my children, I wanted to give them names but I felt it was inappropriate to give them names. I have to how Leta "says frustrated dafin while banging his head.
" i'm a useless father, the words you said are all true Leta you're right" said Dafin, continuing to beat his head.
seeing dafin like that makes Leta not bear.
" stop it and stop it" Leta said, holding dafin's hand.
" i'm stupid, I just want to die" said Dafin who is currently very frustrated.
plaques
one slap landed on dafin's cheek.
" don't be crazy you dafin, right now they only have you, don't make them lose for second" Leta said.