Between Love and Will
Despised

"May I know a little about Lisa's life. Yes I do not insist if you refuse, it's just that I'm not comfortable when asking directly to Sehun oppa" complained Jisoo who immediately got a nod to Rose.

"I don't really know eonnie, only I've heard. When none Lisa and the young master were betrothed, because Manoban Group shares almost went bankrupt in his time. And I don't know for sure, how the two of them relate to it more precisely. Because to be honest I was surprised when, the young master introduced if eonnie was his lover. Though all also know, if the young master is engaged" said Rose by putting her eyebrows together and the look of her eyes that never stop looking at Jisoo's grip attached to both palms.

Jisoo was silent, honestly she also knew that Sehun was engaged. Even after they expressed their own feelings, Sehun just blatantly said that he was engaged. At first Jisoo did not accept and felt made an affair by Sehun. But after seeing the sincerity of his heart, as well as his honesty. Eventually Jisoo began to trust Sehun again with all his promises.

"And I guess none Lisa never considered her young master her fiance either. He even looks more prioritizing Jungkook than young master. Yes indeed, none Lisa is familiar with young masters, but still, their closeness is not like a pair of lovers. But sister and sister" explained Rose at length, after seeing Jisoo's expression that was only silent with a sad face.

Feeling that he had been in the office for too long, Rose saw the clock in his hand and the time had shown at 14.25 MP. Actually it doesn't matter either, if he delivers the documents a little late. Lisa will also finish it at night. It's no secret to Rose, she knows how hard it is for Lisa to treat her insomnia. So busy before going to bed, like a daily routine.

And today, to be honest Rose has an appointment with a namja who works at a news channel. Because the distance from Lisa's office to the house is quite time consuming. Rose could not squeeze time that easily, to the profession must remain attached to him. Timing is not safe, not to mention if something happens on the road. It would have slowed down his work, because he was also aware. He could not guess what would happen later. Rose decided to leave from now on.

"Mian eonnie, I need to get these documents to none Lisa's house. Because after this, I still have an appointment to see someone" said Rose who pursed her lips, as she moved from her seat.

Seeing Rose's cute pursed lips made Jisoo even more anxious towards her. He moved up from his seat, then pinched slowly on Rose's cheek with his anxious expression.

"Nee. Just leave that document, let me drive it later" Jisoo bargained with a sweet smile.

"Gwenchana eonnie, I can still handle this" Rose said.

"I don't mind either, even if you refuse I'll get angry" Rose frowned.

"Alright, eonnie's the one who drove him. I'll head straight for my appointment"Jisoo smiled widely, hearing Rose melt down with her threatening words. Partly what power Rose to refuse him, he was afraid if he refused. Jisoo eonnie will complain to Sehun, yes even if Jisoo is not that type of person. Still, it couldn't make Rose take it lightly.

"But eonnie. tell him too, if the pushy eonnie will deliver the document himself, or he will be mad at me" Rose said with a lip.

"Ready" Jisoo replied by pinching Rose's puffed cheek.

The reality is that she is Sehun's fiancee, even though Sehun considers Lisa, and vice versa. It still did not make Jisoo's heart feel calm. As long as what Sehun was looking for had not been found, he would still continue to feel anxious.

Jisoo went to get the documents he had put on the table. However, by the time his hand had almost taken all the necessary documents. His eyes suddenly saw a photograph covered in other papers. Curious, Jisoo took it. Trying to see a picture of who Lisa was seeing before.

Ceklekk...

"Eonnie?" call yeoja on the doorstep.

Jisoo who tried to flip the photo, finally stopped. Heard someone calling him with passion. Yes who else if not Jennie, he called Jisoo because Sehun was waiting in the lower lobby.

"Huff... " Jisoo let out a long breath.

Because instead of putting back the photo he held, he put the photo into his blazer pocket. Then walk out with Jennie with a stack of documents in her hand.

...~*****~...

In the room, Lisa was staring at the wall of her room. The memories of the past will shake his mind again. Turning Lisa's smile back flat, tears seemed to witness her helplessness.

The memory that he had so long harbored, now reappeared. It breaks Lisa's heart, about her struggle against shackling depression. Where the app ruthlessly sent Lisa's distant and secluded dormitory, not even anyone she knew at the time. Because the previous dormitories, unable to face the lack of Lisa.

Dormitory is not the end of Lisa's suffering, the diatribes are thrown out. Until tired, Lisa still had to swallow the bitter pill alone. Every day the curse is always on him, no one defends or understands him. Teachers are the biggest enemies of their lives, no friends share. Even every weekend, when the family of his friends who come to let go of longing. Else with Lisa, he instead chose to spend his time off. Sitting on the bench of the garden, looking up at the sky, hoping his eomma would come, and defending him in front of the people. Because indeed never once his app visited to meet or give him spirit. It was just a threat he always had.

If time can be repeated, Lisa would love not to be born. Life is full of insults, insults, and insults. Makes him completely shut himself off from anyone. Sometimes Lisa thinks that she was born just to fulfill the wishes of her app. Walk according to what he wants and do what he wants. It was as if he had no rights to himself, solely for his app.

This makes him sick, but again he has no power. Lisa chose to hold her emotions and desires. It becomes a deep hatred of his eomma. Yeah, Lisa really hates her real eomma.