Are You A Werewolf's?
That kid
Day after day, week after week, year after year, it doesn't feel like time is going so fast. Jacky is finally able to adapt to his new surroundings, having new friends, new experiences, and new knowledge that can turn his outlook forward, he no longer looked back even though his longing still lingered in his heart. It does not feel Jacky began to enter the High School bench he began to be able to understand himself, or the feelings that have been stored since long ago. Finally he knew the meaning of "Love" only he still harbored her, it took a very great courage to express it to the idol. She was worried that Rania would stay away from her. It seems like he still needs a lot of preparation.
Like Jacky, Rania also grows up to be a sweet and beautiful girl, making her the most popular girl in her school. People are starting to be fascinated by her beauty, if she wants to be able to set up a club like "Rania Fans Club." In that school, even the men known as cold youths could be melted down by this girl's charm. However, will with a different face he still have the same fate?. Appearance is indeed the first thing that will be seen by humans, something that is the simplest to understand a person's personality. Why not personality?, why appearance?. Personality is a difficult thing to understand, because at any time a person's personality can change, not always people can be good, and vice versa. Another case with an appearance that can be immediately understood with just one look.
Harboring feelings was a bad decision, the words he had heard were seemingly not mere nonsense. Now he must accept the fact that his heart was shot by a man from another class known as the brightest student. Who else if not Toni, although his face is ordinary, but his intellectual intelligence managed to emit an authoritative aura, so as to captivate the girls. He is known for his cold temperament. Duh, which woman will not be amazed by the charm of a refrigerator with a brain filled?. He also became the dream of girls even though he himself did not want it. All she wanted was Rania. The sweet girl who managed to melt her ice-free heart. But is it sincerely the turbulent feeling in Toni's heart?, or is it just love that is motivated by sheer lust?. Will his feelings remain the same when the girl in front of him turns into a cursed Medusa?, as well as Jacky who has loved him a long time ago, sincerely give his heart only to the girl, loving her wholeheartedly from the heart, not from the sight. If the form of the girl suddenly turned into a very terrible ghost even though, her feelings would still not change. As long as his heart doesn't change.
"I LIKE YOU!!" Toni yells at Rania suddenly.
Rania was a little surprised then she simply replied "yes I am too".
Jacky who can no longer stem his emotions, he also ran in no direction, crying because of a broken heart. Feeling that his heart had been stolen by someone else, his chest felt tight, unable to say another word. But it seems like she still has not given up, she went to the flower shop to make a bouquet that will be given to Rania tomorrow. Hoping that Rania would accept it, she thought that it should be her who had that heart, they had been together since childhood, playing together, joking together, sharing stories together, sharing stories together, and so on they have done. Jacky cursed himself who felt stupid, stupid for not revealing what he really felt, all this time he only asked Rania to understand. However, it seems that the girl does not have good sensitivity, so she only considers her as a childhood friend, since Rania entered the Junior High School she was more often friends with Talia. For him Talia is everything, so is Talia. Until without realizing it he had forgotten his childhood friend who had given a lot of memories.
Jacky starts to enter the flower shop while holding back feelings of sadness, also hoping that Rania can understand. Although the possibility is small but it never hurts to try first. He chose white for some obscure reason, then returned home feeling sad.
Jacky slams the bouquet of flowers he bought into the bed with him. It was there that he broke all the sadness that happened that day, and regretted what he had done. But regret will always be at the end, right?, what kind of regret is at the beginning?.
After a few months, after the rumors about Rania and Toni's relationship began to spread in her school. Finally Jacky's courage was gathered as well, especially considering that his childhood friend spent more time with Talia, thus providing a gap between him and Toni. Their relationship seems to be fractured if Rania continues to do the same, this is a very good opportunity, stupid if she was to waste it. It was at this time that he had to act and had to get out of his comfort zone as a coward.
his feelings were completely chaotic at the moment, completely unable to be expressed in any words whatsoever.His heart was pounding either because of his tight feeling or because of his tense feeling, he said, but on the one hand there is also a sense of heat that burns his heart whether it is anger or revenge.he can not even really say anything. he really messed up made a mess with himself, he was really messy, his own feelings, his own desires, his own ambitions, his own love.
even so he is also haunted by a sense of hopelessness.it feels like losing hope but still want to chase after him, it feels like he has fallen but still wants to rise again. it feels like I can't walk anymore, but I want to run again. Is that what they call a strong desire?. keep getting back up even though falling repeatedly leaves many wounds?. But if it really is a strong desire, the sense of despair should never perch, right?
"You fucked me up Rania!. Take responsibility!"