
"Daddy always thought they were the same, they were just looking for money and satisfaction. Because their touch is just passion, not love. Like your Mommy and Daddy."
"Daddy gets only inner satisfaction, but not with the heart, Daddy's soul feels empty and empty, because it is barely touched by love."
Ken let out a long sigh, after he finished his past story. Such a dark time, became a flashback point to the reason he became what he is now.
The man lowered his head, looking at Zoya as he felt the girl's embrace grow tighter. Even with her chest suddenly wet by Zoya's tears.
There was a small sob that sounded soft, making Ken pull Zoya's chin for the girl to stare at him. "Baby, what's wrong? Why are you crying, hem?" ask her with a calm mind.
Zoya returned Ken's eyes, how could this man before her be so ordinary after telling her something so stifling.
He who could only hear was also grieving, but why was Ken looking at him with such a gaze?
"I don't know, and I can't imagine how sick it is to be Daddy. Daddy must have been very hurt at the time," he said with trembling lips, even with his bloated nostrils.
Ken wiped Zoya's tears with his thumb, before replying to the girl, Ken kissed her several times, and it made Zoya cry even more.
"I've been feeling fine, there's nothing to worry about, Baby. It's been a long time" Ken replied, trying to cover up all the tightness.
"But the pain and trauma will not go away, all of it will continue to imprint in Daddy's heart. Even today, Daddy still doesn't believe in love and marriage."
Zoya keeps staring at the net, in her brain she keeps looking for ways, how she can tear down Ken's trauma, and put it all back together.
"I don't care about that, Baby. All that matters now is you, as long as you are beside me. I don't care" Ken said as he was.
In accordance with the contents of his brain and heart. There is nothing more she wants than Zoya.
"But I also need certainty, we can't keep going like this. Daddy doesn't feel sorry for Zoya?" ask the girl, making Ken instantly stretch their arms.
"Daddy loves you, Zoy," Ken replied with earnest eyes.
"Then, how about I make Daddy believe in love again?"
A question that got both Ken's neutrals into shape. The man shook his head quickly, not accepting Zoya's advice.
"What do you mean, Zoy? You want us to get married? Then you left me when we had kids? I don't want to!"
Zoya cupped both sides of Ken's face, stopping the head that kept shaking it.
"Daddy, not all women in this world are the same, if Daddy thinks like that, then Daddy also considers Zoya a cheap woman? Women who think only about money and satisfaction like Daddy says?"
"No, it's not like that, honey. I'm just scared, I don't want to lose you. I don't want to get married!"
Ken still remains strong with his stance, and Zoya cannot force it. "Well, how about slow down?"
"Slow down what do you mean?"
"We're going through this all slowly, bringing all the flavors that Daddy's got for Zoya. We're dating."
"Dating?" Ken parroted, with raised eyebrows.
"Hem, now Zoya is Daddy's girlfriend, and Daddy is Zoya's boyfriend. So it's not okay to cheat, let alone touch another woman, Daddy has to remember the commitment in our relationship," explains the girl in more detail, now he is like a teacher who is teaching his students who are very difficult to understand.
"Where might I touch another woman, honey. I've told you many times, you're the only one I want to touch."
"OK, but this time as a girlfriend, not a bedmate. Do you understand?"
Instead of answering, Ken whined. "But I can still do it, right?"
Zoya sighed, starting to get annoyed with Ken's attitude.
"Yes, Daddy. So let's agree with Zoya's idea."
"Okay, Daddy would agree. As long as it's on one condition."
The pretty girl's forehead frowned. "What?"
"Let's play one more time, and Daddy's gonna believe it."
Hearing that, Zoya directly hit hard on Ken's chest.
Bugh!
"I'm serious, Daddy!" tusky.
Ken wrapped his hands around Zoya's waist, so that the girl could not move, and moved away from her.
"Daddy is serious too, honey. One more time, to celebrate the anniversary," he said looking for an excuse.
Zoya clucked loudly. "Ck, this is the last one."
"No promise." Ken strikes back the body beside him, ready to bring Zoya flying into nirvana with their new status.
Tired and tired, but still make Zoya can still sigh. The room warmed up again, even with the creaking of the bed that was hardened again.
Until midnight, they were completely uprooted. Comfortably sleep in the arms of loved ones.
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